we continue the story, JOSH new life. josh had met kevin and bert and they had revealed a secret which many would call embarresing as above. now josh will meet the rest of his class.
part 4
after several more classes on different subjects, at lunch time josh wandered from table to table and everywhere was told "this seat is reserved" the table where his new friends kevin and bert sat, was already full all 8 seats. so he asked a teacher what to do.
the teacher said, "I always wanted to make seating by grade and age not by clubs." the teacher, who wore glasses and grey mustache, wrote a note and sent josh to the principals office.
josh delivered the note and ate the meal in the office. in silence.
after eating josh went to the girl [who said she would help with math]. she was with a group of girls and said to wait ten more minutes. so josh sat beside the group of friends talking.
the girls in the group were talking about makeup, which ones parents allowed and which were not. then a boy and a girl passed and one girl with red hair said, in a critical voice "there goes Ester the slut". the other girls made faces and one girl with brown hair said "you are just jealous because you are the only virgin in your grade" josh interrupted her in an urgent tone "virgin is not a bad thing."
some of the girls giggled and one asked "thing?"
josh asked in true horror, "you mean all of you actually, you know, did it?"
an awkward silence but only for three seconds then one girl with thin black braids said that she does not know about anyone else, but she made love with four boys.
josh was surprised and asked "did you feel like they promised you and broke your heart?"
"no", she answered and explained that she had just wanted to feel the sensation.
then she added in a serious tone "I liked it. you should try the sensation with me." the girls giggled just then eve said "josh, time to prepare for class"
josh hoped that the girl from the african race was not serious, although he was curious what the sensation of doing "it" was. all josh knew was that boys have a finger between their legs, like an electric plug to put in a hole, an act which jewish religion forbids a man putting into other men, while ironically allowing even the same act and same hole of a woman. even in the hole which is forbidden of a man- something very illogical because it is the same act.
josh asked Eve if she had tasted the sensation of relations, and she said "yes" while pointing to a boy with pale white skin, then she continued "but we broke up because he wanted other girls."
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josh noted that in contrast to kevin and bert, who were different race-couple, the boy-girl couple was consistently white with white and african with african. the one who had hinted she wanted him could not be serious because josh was not african. certainly not seriously offering him "the experience"
eve assisted josh in the math explaining from basic multiplication to the complex math and josh was very grateful. "how can i show my gratitude?" he asked.
she said that she liked nail polish but her parents refused to buy her a second color before she finished the first, pink bottle. so eve asked josh to buy some colored nail polish "that would make me happy."
during the study, the girl with long black braids had walked past and handed him a note. when they finished the math assignment josh unfolded the paper and read: "i am mary and i was not joking" josh felt very mixed emotions because she was serious and on one hand he know it would be stupid to ignore an opportunity, especially one which he had never experienced, but on the other hand, he did not feel attracted to any girl, neither Eve, who helped with math, nor to this mary.
he felt torn between the two possibilities, but just for a moment. then josh wondered, and thought "perhaps i am not attracted to girls because i am gay?" josh decided he should hang out with kevin and find out...
TO BE CONTINUED
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