so dear readers marriage only makes a stability which can be misused by husband or wife. the man feels he can have more than one wife as the bible teaches in genesis :2 wives and 2 maid apparently non-wives. the story does have weddings for laban's dawters… only.
well one could argue that if I buy a maid I can marry her and it is within marriage still the bible only punishes a married woma/en for cheating.
what happened to the characters in this historical fiction?
efrim went to pray that Saturday but instead of the assigned prayers in the book to read he thanked god for his first real pleasure of women. in his own words. he was silent to his wife about it bkuz she would just be angry and she was annoying enuf without this. did he feel guilty? after all he could marry the second wife in the eyes of god if not for monogamy laws in new York state
the couple returned to Israel for a couple more years of arguing. wifey relied on the "stability" of marriage to nag and nag and nag... efrim about many stupid things until she got her REWARD of divorce money which motivates women to act badly. it is worth it. if I nag enuf I will be rewarded with money in the divorce... and then I can buy those shoes and dresses I want with money supposedly for the kids but they can have the minimum unless the man pays separately an additional shoe bill in addition to the set monthly reward for being a nag.
the moral is before you get married ask what you think you will gain? is it only because of religion? the wife ONLY wants marriage for the divorce money afterward so until society makes major changes a smart man will never ever commit to monogamy.
Thursday, January 31, 2019
Tuesday, January 29, 2019
HURRAY RAMS
The NFC-champion is Los Angeles Rams. The Rams beat the Saints in the NFC championship game on Sunday [the same day that the best football players played PROBOWL, and the AFC won] to advance to Super Bowl 53. they are the winner of the NFC championship.
this exciting game between the best teams, hence will be very exciting is SOON in a few days 3 Feb. They will play the Patriots, (who beat the Chiefs) the AFC champion.
this will be followed by basketball all star 14 feb. The most exciting games are when the most skilled teams and players play so ENJOY.
this exciting game between the best teams, hence will be very exciting is SOON in a few days 3 Feb. They will play the Patriots, (who beat the Chiefs) the AFC champion.
this will be followed by basketball all star 14 feb. The most exciting games are when the most skilled teams and players play so ENJOY.
Monday, January 28, 2019
part 6 the actual temptation [conclusion/climax]
the actual temptation part 6
after efrim ate his warm vegetavbal stew he walked towrds the vacation rental where he was staying the weekend.
he left the prayer building and listened to the lock CLIK behind him.playing near rthe door was THE boy. he jumped up from his game excited to see his close friend efrim. he grabbed efrims hand and said "i have a fun day planned for us". efrim was already satisfied from yesterday fun but the memory caused athirst for more. so efrim let the boy pull his hand as he led him to his home. only he led him to a different home. the boy knocked on the door in a pattern. dit-dit pause dit-dit-dit pause longer then dit-dit.
a young girl opened the door. she yelled "jakob is here". another young woman looking around 20 years old came running and hushing the young girl and hissed in a harsh whisper "rachel be quiet your parents are sleeping" rachel stopped shouting but answered in a regular normal voice "but jakob..."--shh said the woman. then to the boy "simon, i see you brought jakob to play so go set up our game." efrim seemed to recall that the boys name was NOT simon so they must be playing code names.
efrim walked to the sofa and sat. rachel closed the door slowly and silently as she was required. simon was back with the game "candy land".
rachel said "we should sit by the table". efrim argued "i usually play with th board on the floor" but simon stated firmly we MUST SIT by the table. so that was settled.
efrim stood from the soft sofa and entered the connected room with the giant table following simon who climbed on the second chair under the small but wide rectangle window. simon lay the box on the table and said "each person will have the color of their name". efrim sat on he same side as zalman=simon to his right and at the tables edj. simon grabbed the two edjes of the box and lifted but like a vaccuum the whole thing rose. he tried again lifting one side then the other repeating until the card box lifted up then he pulled out the hard folded board and next opened it to reveal the pictures of sweet candy. rachel, who was now sitting across from efrim facing the boys, opened her mouth and held back a shout. she was probably gonna squeal that she loved sweet candy.
the young woman brout a bottle of diet lemon drink in her left hand with a tray carrying 4 wide blue ceramic mugs. rachel whispered "thank you golly" golly is a common hebrew name speeled gali and pronounced "golly." golly [fake ... or a code name like simon and jakob- you reader choose] asked efrim if he wanted hot tea but efrim was warm from the quik walk while s the tug-kid dragged him hurrying. so efrim said "i will pour myself the soda" but simon hissed "NO, bkuz bubbelly will make you burp and fart!"and suddenly "gross" chorussed rachel and gali. efrim asked if they had orange juice. rachel carried the bubbly soda back to the frij clearly struggling with both small arms to carry the heavy bottle called two liter and soon she returned with two juices apple and orange. one carton in each hand. meanwhile gali shuffled the game cards together. simon gave out the markers. green for gali who now sat facing simon and red for rachel. he explained "yellow for yakob" handing the small yellow man to efrim. the last one blue for "zalman ber". now efrim recalled his parents had called him berel that afternoon.
rachel whispered "i want to go first". efrim poured himself oranj juice. simon said the order will be the first letter of names the parents chose. efrims eyes jumped open at the cleverness of that idea. he realized that could be used to objectively determine who would be white to start chess.
gali said 'you just want that bkuz your name is berl"--call me simon, the young boy hissed. so that was the order g first then j for jacob next r for rachel and simon last.
gali pulled a card from the stack. it had green so she moved her green man marker from the first starting place to the nearest green block. simon announed that is a sign omen that you have a green light today. gali frowned. then jumped out of her chair. "stay" whined rachel so gali whispered "i am just bringing something." efrim sipped his juice and hoped that the beans had been properly soaked. if not that bean stew would cause him to "blow" farts and the girls would chorus "gross' again. did nt girls fart too? he wondered. gali was in the kitchen nervisly searching cabinets, when rachel leaned toward efrim and whispered hebrew words "yakov shichva eeme" efrims jaw dropped open in horror... could that young girl possibly mean what she just said?? he was frozen in shock remembering the context of that hebrew phrase from the story in the bible that the wife tempted josef with those words including the accurate quote of the hebrew error with the added letter female when addressin josef the male "son" of jakob. simon saved the day by explaining "the first time hurts girls" efrim felt new horror that these young kids knew so much about se-ks. efrim stammered "rachel what do you think that hebrew means?" rachel looked behind herself to make sure the babysitter gali was away, then said "it means to LAY next to a man ONLY wearing underpants" and she giggled. efrim blurted out, perhaps in poor judgement, but intending to distract her from seks, "that we can do" rachel giigled again.
finally gali returned carrying the popcorn bag and she explained low sugar.
next efrim took the top card from the mixed pile it had 2 blues as you all know the game candy land. efrim slid the yellow man along the trail of colored blocks slowly passing one blue and continuing until the second blue. rachel pouted "i wanted the double now you are far ahead" as she took the top card and saw her colr. she asked gali to move her piece. gali reached across the table and moved the red man to the second yellow square. efrim noticed but wanted the kids to be happy. so he was silent. simon noticed too and squeezd his eyebrows bkuz he wanted to win too. simon took the next card and stood on the chair to move the blue man. then he returned to sitting and said "gali's turn"
then efrim felt gentle pressure on his left knee. suspecting a repeat of yesterday efrim asked the girls to bring bowls for the popcorn for each of them. gali said "excellent idea we should not all stick our hands in the same bag. the girls left the room to bring bowls as simons small hand slid along efrims leg from knee towards stomik. the contact and the memry f yesterday caused efrims male-finger to swell. the gentle pressure wasnow nearing halfway along his thigh when the curved hand pinched pulling the skin of efrims thigh suddenly. the girls came back each carrying a yellow plastic bowl in each hand. next gali pulled open the bag of popcorn snack while rachel organized the 4 bowls in a square pattern while the young boys hand continued its journet along efrims thigh efrim exhaled like a sigh and was too shy to look at the boy volunteering to pleasure him. if i pay him thought efrim then it would be prostituition but if i dont pay then he did it for nothing. which is worse. efrim recalled the jew sharia which forbids him to squeeze his man seed himself and that motivated him to prefer the boy volunteer. "your turn" urged rachel waking efrim from his distraction. efrim leaned forward for a card as the small hand gripped his thigh again. he looked at the color, moved the marker while s. reached his other hand in a distracting wave toward the card. efrim handed the card to simon who placed the card in the growing "discard"pile.
efrim barely noticed the following moves as the small hand arrived at the joint of the pants leg and tried to slide between the legs. however efrims male finger was extendeed forward and the pants fabric would not be pushed downward when the finger inflated held the fabric up like the horizontal pole of a tent roof. insted the hand journeyed slowly and gently over the roof of the pants pressing down on the extended male finger. the palm pressed against the firm finger as slid along the male finger away from the stomik. efrim was in a blurry daze as simon moved the yellow peice for him with his extended left hand while leaning and sliding until it reached the tip of the inflated male finger with the other hand. SURPRISE as simon leaned away from the board and while gali picked up the top card, the small hand clutched 3 centimeters of tip of the inflated male finger. the pleasure was so great and intense that efrim gasped. the hand then pulled the tip away from efrims stomik and then began repeating the tug toward the stomik and from... repeating. efrim was no longer in the room when his entire mind was only filled with the sensation from his male finger. he could feel the man=milk moving thru the pipes. he was forbidden by the jew sharia as above which forbids squeezing out his own man-milk therefore he must not lose nor interfere with the possibility to prefer another persons hand do it.
the pace of the motion was different from his own instinct and the intensity of pleasure was the first time in his life. far more pleasure than the rare relations with his frigid wife. efrim barely considered that his pants would be wet yet refused to interfere with the possibility as above. rapid spurts soon folowed this contact. and s. announced 46. efrims eyes were open but saw nobody in the room as man milk spurted out into his clothing in rapid spurts. and what seemed like 3 minutes passed unil efrim was back in the room playing the game. he noticed rachel was winning and asked "pleae pass me my bowl of popcorn. gali said "we should wait until after the game like i said wen i opened the bag." efrim had absolutey no recollection of that. he waited patiently for his turn and picked the card himself. "hey" protested s. "you always let me pick it." then winked. next he jumped out of his chair and announced "now it is 2.30." then he hurried around the table and whispered something in galis ear. gali frowned but told rachel "i want you to move my piece." rachel whispered a slitely stifled silent cheer: " YESS i am in charj."
gali went to the frij and unseen took something out and left the kitchen.
efrim continued the game with the kids. when rachel won by reaching the destination block first she repeated a hiss cheer "YESS i won" then simon grabbed the cards but efrim protested "we need to see who wins silver medal" simon made a face like he had just heard an insane person say something absurd. then he looked at his watch and said "whatever". they moved a few more turns while rachel leaned forward keenly interested who would win silver medal as each marker moved ahead a few blocks each turn... until efrim got the card with the picture to move to the candy at the beginning of the trail. now at the start of the game that is helpful but now efrim realized he was doomed . before he could say anything s. smiled a giant smile and told efrim in a jeering tone GAME O-O-VER. rachel protested yu did not yet readh the end. but simon argued that nw he wasnot only nearer the end but i was so far away he would certainly win. efrim suggested we start a new game without gali. rachel looked puzzled but only for a second and then realized she would rather play than just watch so she leaned over and put her red man on the starting place. as she leaned forward she asked "do you also smell a pool clorine smell?" efrim did but this was something kids should not know about. efrim tried to distract her and said "i must have farted" the kids burst out laffing mostly bkuz of the word fart but magnified that it was absurd that anybody took credit for a fart. simon recovered first from the laf and added i dont smell any fart and then they laffed again because of the word frt.
we played the game again until simon announced the time is 3 oclok. rachel protested as he reached to clean up the game. "we need to see who wins."--"you win again" said simon."but i did not reach the end--but yu still win bkuz the boys forfit and lost. efrim added that is real when one team forfits the othert team wins so are the winner. rachel looked puzzled but efrim chheered her rachel is the real winner. she smiled brightly and ran to tell gali.
simon and efrim then gathered the cards and markers and returned them to the box. efrim said "i better go now--no way. we have not yet done the main event--but i need to chanj clothes--you think i dont know?? let me tell you the plan.
zalman now revealed that he had pressured gali to reveal that she was struggling with urges to do se-ks. tht she had tried it before but the boy spurted after only twenty rubs inside called prematurely. EFRIM INTERRUPTED very very angry only less than fifteen is premature. rage filled him as he recalled his wife had told her parents he had the problem of premature just bkuz it was before SHE wanted yet woen do not know the mans body works by instinct and rubbing ccauses the reflex without any plan like whenn the doctor bangs the knee and reflex jums even if you try not to. he had asked the doctor what is premature and the doctor said before rubbing is the real pronlem but before 15 rubs is also minor problem of premature after all it is reflex.
simon let efrim vent his rage and as efrim finished the idea simon waved his hand and continued "the solution is to empty the pipe first and then after half hour rest you will get long again" efrim froze in shocked horror mixed with awe and joy the most unusual mixture of feelings ever felt together, how could this kid no more about se-ks than me?? how could i know so much less than a child! yet the logic was pure and the solution was correct. simon added "and you have no worried because you lasted until 46 rubs i COUNTED." efrim was supposed to be happy but less than fifty rubs is less than one minute. simon cotinued "when i saw you were so calm yesterday i know you were galis solution and told her. she is drinking wine now and resting to get rady. efrikm asked hopefully "what if i finish before she is satisfied" expecting s. to say "how should i know i am just a kid" but he knew and said "then you do not leae insted you put your finger on her internal bump button and move circles until she is satisfied. s. grabbed efrim palmm and pushed his own thumb in circle motion on the palm. efrim briefly thought of his wife of using his new knowledge for her but she was so mean he would never give ger that pleasure and about poygamy his code name was jakob who had two wives and two maids for kids and was never doubted as holy jakob. furthermore he was not permitted to rub his own therefore he must not miss a chance to have a partner.
so efrim fell into temptation while rachles parents slept efrim and gali united as only adults can when equipped with knowledge. it was the only real se-ks efrim had until then in his life and this is something we can learn from. the end.
see after word at
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2019/01/after-word-epilogue-temptation.html
enjoy
after efrim ate his warm vegetavbal stew he walked towrds the vacation rental where he was staying the weekend.
he left the prayer building and listened to the lock CLIK behind him.playing near rthe door was THE boy. he jumped up from his game excited to see his close friend efrim. he grabbed efrims hand and said "i have a fun day planned for us". efrim was already satisfied from yesterday fun but the memory caused athirst for more. so efrim let the boy pull his hand as he led him to his home. only he led him to a different home. the boy knocked on the door in a pattern. dit-dit pause dit-dit-dit pause longer then dit-dit.
a young girl opened the door. she yelled "jakob is here". another young woman looking around 20 years old came running and hushing the young girl and hissed in a harsh whisper "rachel be quiet your parents are sleeping" rachel stopped shouting but answered in a regular normal voice "but jakob..."--shh said the woman. then to the boy "simon, i see you brought jakob to play so go set up our game." efrim seemed to recall that the boys name was NOT simon so they must be playing code names.
efrim walked to the sofa and sat. rachel closed the door slowly and silently as she was required. simon was back with the game "candy land".
rachel said "we should sit by the table". efrim argued "i usually play with th board on the floor" but simon stated firmly we MUST SIT by the table. so that was settled.
efrim stood from the soft sofa and entered the connected room with the giant table following simon who climbed on the second chair under the small but wide rectangle window. simon lay the box on the table and said "each person will have the color of their name". efrim sat on he same side as zalman=simon to his right and at the tables edj. simon grabbed the two edjes of the box and lifted but like a vaccuum the whole thing rose. he tried again lifting one side then the other repeating until the card box lifted up then he pulled out the hard folded board and next opened it to reveal the pictures of sweet candy. rachel, who was now sitting across from efrim facing the boys, opened her mouth and held back a shout. she was probably gonna squeal that she loved sweet candy.
the young woman brout a bottle of diet lemon drink in her left hand with a tray carrying 4 wide blue ceramic mugs. rachel whispered "thank you golly" golly is a common hebrew name speeled gali and pronounced "golly." golly [fake ... or a code name like simon and jakob- you reader choose] asked efrim if he wanted hot tea but efrim was warm from the quik walk while s the tug-kid dragged him hurrying. so efrim said "i will pour myself the soda" but simon hissed "NO, bkuz bubbelly will make you burp and fart!"and suddenly "gross" chorussed rachel and gali. efrim asked if they had orange juice. rachel carried the bubbly soda back to the frij clearly struggling with both small arms to carry the heavy bottle called two liter and soon she returned with two juices apple and orange. one carton in each hand. meanwhile gali shuffled the game cards together. simon gave out the markers. green for gali who now sat facing simon and red for rachel. he explained "yellow for yakob" handing the small yellow man to efrim. the last one blue for "zalman ber". now efrim recalled his parents had called him berel that afternoon.
rachel whispered "i want to go first". efrim poured himself oranj juice. simon said the order will be the first letter of names the parents chose. efrims eyes jumped open at the cleverness of that idea. he realized that could be used to objectively determine who would be white to start chess.
gali said 'you just want that bkuz your name is berl"--call me simon, the young boy hissed. so that was the order g first then j for jacob next r for rachel and simon last.
gali pulled a card from the stack. it had green so she moved her green man marker from the first starting place to the nearest green block. simon announed that is a sign omen that you have a green light today. gali frowned. then jumped out of her chair. "stay" whined rachel so gali whispered "i am just bringing something." efrim sipped his juice and hoped that the beans had been properly soaked. if not that bean stew would cause him to "blow" farts and the girls would chorus "gross' again. did nt girls fart too? he wondered. gali was in the kitchen nervisly searching cabinets, when rachel leaned toward efrim and whispered hebrew words "yakov shichva eeme" efrims jaw dropped open in horror... could that young girl possibly mean what she just said?? he was frozen in shock remembering the context of that hebrew phrase from the story in the bible that the wife tempted josef with those words including the accurate quote of the hebrew error with the added letter female when addressin josef the male "son" of jakob. simon saved the day by explaining "the first time hurts girls" efrim felt new horror that these young kids knew so much about se-ks. efrim stammered "rachel what do you think that hebrew means?" rachel looked behind herself to make sure the babysitter gali was away, then said "it means to LAY next to a man ONLY wearing underpants" and she giggled. efrim blurted out, perhaps in poor judgement, but intending to distract her from seks, "that we can do" rachel giigled again.
finally gali returned carrying the popcorn bag and she explained low sugar.
next efrim took the top card from the mixed pile it had 2 blues as you all know the game candy land. efrim slid the yellow man along the trail of colored blocks slowly passing one blue and continuing until the second blue. rachel pouted "i wanted the double now you are far ahead" as she took the top card and saw her colr. she asked gali to move her piece. gali reached across the table and moved the red man to the second yellow square. efrim noticed but wanted the kids to be happy. so he was silent. simon noticed too and squeezd his eyebrows bkuz he wanted to win too. simon took the next card and stood on the chair to move the blue man. then he returned to sitting and said "gali's turn"
then efrim felt gentle pressure on his left knee. suspecting a repeat of yesterday efrim asked the girls to bring bowls for the popcorn for each of them. gali said "excellent idea we should not all stick our hands in the same bag. the girls left the room to bring bowls as simons small hand slid along efrims leg from knee towards stomik. the contact and the memry f yesterday caused efrims male-finger to swell. the gentle pressure wasnow nearing halfway along his thigh when the curved hand pinched pulling the skin of efrims thigh suddenly. the girls came back each carrying a yellow plastic bowl in each hand. next gali pulled open the bag of popcorn snack while rachel organized the 4 bowls in a square pattern while the young boys hand continued its journet along efrims thigh efrim exhaled like a sigh and was too shy to look at the boy volunteering to pleasure him. if i pay him thought efrim then it would be prostituition but if i dont pay then he did it for nothing. which is worse. efrim recalled the jew sharia which forbids him to squeeze his man seed himself and that motivated him to prefer the boy volunteer. "your turn" urged rachel waking efrim from his distraction. efrim leaned forward for a card as the small hand gripped his thigh again. he looked at the color, moved the marker while s. reached his other hand in a distracting wave toward the card. efrim handed the card to simon who placed the card in the growing "discard"pile.
efrim barely noticed the following moves as the small hand arrived at the joint of the pants leg and tried to slide between the legs. however efrims male finger was extendeed forward and the pants fabric would not be pushed downward when the finger inflated held the fabric up like the horizontal pole of a tent roof. insted the hand journeyed slowly and gently over the roof of the pants pressing down on the extended male finger. the palm pressed against the firm finger as slid along the male finger away from the stomik. efrim was in a blurry daze as simon moved the yellow peice for him with his extended left hand while leaning and sliding until it reached the tip of the inflated male finger with the other hand. SURPRISE as simon leaned away from the board and while gali picked up the top card, the small hand clutched 3 centimeters of tip of the inflated male finger. the pleasure was so great and intense that efrim gasped. the hand then pulled the tip away from efrims stomik and then began repeating the tug toward the stomik and from... repeating. efrim was no longer in the room when his entire mind was only filled with the sensation from his male finger. he could feel the man=milk moving thru the pipes. he was forbidden by the jew sharia as above which forbids squeezing out his own man-milk therefore he must not lose nor interfere with the possibility to prefer another persons hand do it.
the pace of the motion was different from his own instinct and the intensity of pleasure was the first time in his life. far more pleasure than the rare relations with his frigid wife. efrim barely considered that his pants would be wet yet refused to interfere with the possibility as above. rapid spurts soon folowed this contact. and s. announced 46. efrims eyes were open but saw nobody in the room as man milk spurted out into his clothing in rapid spurts. and what seemed like 3 minutes passed unil efrim was back in the room playing the game. he noticed rachel was winning and asked "pleae pass me my bowl of popcorn. gali said "we should wait until after the game like i said wen i opened the bag." efrim had absolutey no recollection of that. he waited patiently for his turn and picked the card himself. "hey" protested s. "you always let me pick it." then winked. next he jumped out of his chair and announced "now it is 2.30." then he hurried around the table and whispered something in galis ear. gali frowned but told rachel "i want you to move my piece." rachel whispered a slitely stifled silent cheer: " YESS i am in charj."
gali went to the frij and unseen took something out and left the kitchen.
efrim continued the game with the kids. when rachel won by reaching the destination block first she repeated a hiss cheer "YESS i won" then simon grabbed the cards but efrim protested "we need to see who wins silver medal" simon made a face like he had just heard an insane person say something absurd. then he looked at his watch and said "whatever". they moved a few more turns while rachel leaned forward keenly interested who would win silver medal as each marker moved ahead a few blocks each turn... until efrim got the card with the picture to move to the candy at the beginning of the trail. now at the start of the game that is helpful but now efrim realized he was doomed . before he could say anything s. smiled a giant smile and told efrim in a jeering tone GAME O-O-VER. rachel protested yu did not yet readh the end. but simon argued that nw he wasnot only nearer the end but i was so far away he would certainly win. efrim suggested we start a new game without gali. rachel looked puzzled but only for a second and then realized she would rather play than just watch so she leaned over and put her red man on the starting place. as she leaned forward she asked "do you also smell a pool clorine smell?" efrim did but this was something kids should not know about. efrim tried to distract her and said "i must have farted" the kids burst out laffing mostly bkuz of the word fart but magnified that it was absurd that anybody took credit for a fart. simon recovered first from the laf and added i dont smell any fart and then they laffed again because of the word frt.
we played the game again until simon announced the time is 3 oclok. rachel protested as he reached to clean up the game. "we need to see who wins."--"you win again" said simon."but i did not reach the end--but yu still win bkuz the boys forfit and lost. efrim added that is real when one team forfits the othert team wins so are the winner. rachel looked puzzled but efrim chheered her rachel is the real winner. she smiled brightly and ran to tell gali.
simon and efrim then gathered the cards and markers and returned them to the box. efrim said "i better go now--no way. we have not yet done the main event--but i need to chanj clothes--you think i dont know?? let me tell you the plan.
zalman now revealed that he had pressured gali to reveal that she was struggling with urges to do se-ks. tht she had tried it before but the boy spurted after only twenty rubs inside called prematurely. EFRIM INTERRUPTED very very angry only less than fifteen is premature. rage filled him as he recalled his wife had told her parents he had the problem of premature just bkuz it was before SHE wanted yet woen do not know the mans body works by instinct and rubbing ccauses the reflex without any plan like whenn the doctor bangs the knee and reflex jums even if you try not to. he had asked the doctor what is premature and the doctor said before rubbing is the real pronlem but before 15 rubs is also minor problem of premature after all it is reflex.
simon let efrim vent his rage and as efrim finished the idea simon waved his hand and continued "the solution is to empty the pipe first and then after half hour rest you will get long again" efrim froze in shocked horror mixed with awe and joy the most unusual mixture of feelings ever felt together, how could this kid no more about se-ks than me?? how could i know so much less than a child! yet the logic was pure and the solution was correct. simon added "and you have no worried because you lasted until 46 rubs i COUNTED." efrim was supposed to be happy but less than fifty rubs is less than one minute. simon cotinued "when i saw you were so calm yesterday i know you were galis solution and told her. she is drinking wine now and resting to get rady. efrikm asked hopefully "what if i finish before she is satisfied" expecting s. to say "how should i know i am just a kid" but he knew and said "then you do not leae insted you put your finger on her internal bump button and move circles until she is satisfied. s. grabbed efrim palmm and pushed his own thumb in circle motion on the palm. efrim briefly thought of his wife of using his new knowledge for her but she was so mean he would never give ger that pleasure and about poygamy his code name was jakob who had two wives and two maids for kids and was never doubted as holy jakob. furthermore he was not permitted to rub his own therefore he must not miss a chance to have a partner.
so efrim fell into temptation while rachles parents slept efrim and gali united as only adults can when equipped with knowledge. it was the only real se-ks efrim had until then in his life and this is something we can learn from. the end.
see after word at
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2019/01/after-word-epilogue-temptation.html
enjoy
Sunday, January 27, 2019
the temptation part5
the story continues from
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2018/12/the-temptation-continued.html
part 5 the morning.
efrim had just finished getting dressed on this fateful cold morn. he had drawn a dee on the vapor, like dew, on the inside of the cold window. efrim decided he did not want to go pray at the relijis prayers. why not? well why go? it was simpler to stay inside and avoid the cold. between why go and why not how do you decide?
the simplest is "sit but not move." but the jew-sharia obligates to pray even the jew-shariaa book said instructions the things to read. however he coud read those sections in bed. so that was decided.
efrim crawled under the blankets which felt cold.
amy finished in the bathroom which having no "bath" was truly only a toilet room. amy clanked the toilet handle and there was only the clank sound and no sound of water. she shrieked... because as said in the series "big bang theory" its not like "cotton candy" comes out of wives.
instinctively she turned the faucet to wash her hands and no water came out. next amy exited the toilet room furious. she saw efrim in bed and lashed out "get out of bed we need to go to the SHUL (meaning prayer building).--no instead we can read the prayers here--what about hearing the scroll?you cant hear that here--only partly true because--I don't want to argue just come already-- I also don't want to argue so you can leave now if you want.--get up--I thought you don't want to argue--oof amy finished. she hurried to dress in her fancy clothes and left.
now efrim could lock her out the way he was locked out yesterday.
however efrim was soon ASLEEP while the door was unlocked.
in an instant the door opened again and efrim jumped realizing that any stranger could enter the unlocked door. amy entered again and threw herself on her bed. efrim asked "so you decided to not pray there?--we ate lunch already--so what did you bring me?--you just ASSUME I bring you food ?? what is your problem??--well we are married so if you were considerate you would bring food for your spouse--we cannot carry on the "shabos" [meaning Saturday]--actually there is the eruv [meaning the wire for the boundary to permit carrying]--holy jews do not rely on that--doing KINDNESS would be holy so you prefer to starve your husband is the good holiness??--you are not sick only lazy--still you could be a holy person by bringing me food that is "kindness"--I will not reward your laziness and I cannot carry. PERIOD." she ended with a holler. so she had won. he could not stay in bed bkuz he wanted to eat. efrim rolled from his bed and then amy revealed her evil secret... saying "how could you just lay in your own seed all night and all day"--what makes you think my bed is wet?--I know your seed came out last night and you are disgusting lying in filthy man-seed. you should wear diapers--my bed is dry" replied efrim.
amy knew what she had done the previous night and pretended to rationalize "we have not slept in a week nor last night when we had to" then she yelled AHA as she yanked the blanket off the bed pointing at the sheets which were... dry.
now he understood the actions she had done the previous night.
she stared in shok at the sheets and searched for the darker-white moist spot... while efrim pulled his jacket and then coat over his arms.
silently he left the scheming witch.
efrim walked in the cold air to the shul. he reached the door and pressed the bumps for the combination lock. the inside was dark. the timer had switched off the lights. he heard the loud clicks of the clock constantly continuing to tic. he moved through the dark empty cavern and searched for the kitchen with food.
first he opened the frij and found the wine for the obligatory wine ceremony but the wine bottle was almost empty. there was only enuf sweet grape juice. efrim searched all the drawers and cabinets to find where everything was. when he found the silver goblet he held it and continued opening every cabinet to see everything.
he poured the last of the wine which barey filled one inch or 2 centimeters of the goblet. then he added grape juice to fill the goblet to the top. too late he realized he could have used BREAD for the ceremony even if he had plenty of wine. efrim chanted the Hebrew words of the ceremony. he knew he was reading about preserving the special day. for the first time, now in the quiet empty room he wondered why rabbi chose this section to read he would need to check that. it seemed like a bad decision and wrong choice.
then he said the Hebrew words to thank god for making the fruit of the vine. efrim tried to gulp the wine quickly as the jew-sharia obligates but the juice was much colder than usual frij. efrim could not drink it fast and his throat felt painfully cold but less than brain freez cold. like amy's heart he thought.
he rushed to the electric counter where a giant pot sat keeping the food warm. efrim would eat the bread later. first he recalled which cabinet had plates. he went and opened a cabinet but found that he remembered wrong. the search began again from the edj so cabinet by cabinet until he found the thick pink plastic plates. then drawer by drawer to find the spoons. he sensed that the spoons were dirty so he washed the spoon in the cold water of the sink scrubbing many times to get off any old food and any bug leg stuff and any bacteria.
the cold room got to him through the coat which he hadnt removed and the water was winter cold and was freezing his fingers adding to the cold of the cold drink which is no fun in winter.
finally he dumped some HOT STEW on the plastic plate one ladle filled the plate but the stew was very watery and the pot was so giga-ntic [source of the term giga-byte in computers is giga of gigantic] that he could not see in. he would have used a bowl from the cabinet if he had known it would be watery stew.
the plate was full with a layer of liquid and a small amount of beans and one chunk of potato. no time to complain. I need to put hot food in fast. efrim scooped the soup from the plate into his mouth but the room was so cold that the juice was only barely warm around body temperature. he ate the hot beans and potato then dumped the juice in the sink. so the warm potato felt good and he then drank the rest of the grape juice obeying the relijin.
this time efrim brought the chair to the electric hot countertop and climbed up to see inside the giant pot. he saw almost all liquid. so he scooped deep with the ladle and brought up beans and more potato. this time efrim tipped the ladle so the soup leaked out and only put solids on the plate. he scooped again hoping for a chunk of meat but no luck. more beans on the plate and a third attempt again no meat. so he dumped the beans back and tried again yet the fourth try again no meat he realized the stew was vegetarian. well... yes cheaper to have much water and no beef.
he climbed down from the chair and ate the warm stew which was good on the cold day. next he pulled two rolls of bread from the giant bag realizing too late that he should have washed his hands before touching the rolls. the goblet and ladle and spoon touched the food instead of his hands but now his hands were touching the roll and he had not washed his hands since last night. no water. worse he considered that he had touched the window drawing the letter dee. toilet and touching shoes. gross !!
efrim returned the rolls to the left side of the bag and went to wash his hands. seeing the sink he recalled that actually he HAD washed the spoon! so his hands were clean after all, remember dear reader?
back to the roll bag he pulled out the rolls and put them on paper. did the wash ceremony from the cup by the sink and said the Hebrew words to thank god for 'bringing out bread from the ground".
he bit into the moist roll and that was good. he enjoyed it for a while but looked in the frij for something to put on the bread. the frij only had the grape juice. no sliced turkey nor even butter. like vegetarians or stingy j... he dare not even think that.
well it was stupid to eat a roll empty so he climbed up again to the pot and had one more scoop of hot bean stew. then he dumped the plate and goblet and spoon in the sink because no work is permitted on sabath. he left the building planning to walk back towards his vacation rental when he saw the boy from yesterday. the same one. the boy showed great excitement and urged efrim to go with him to play games while his parents napped on the cold afternoon...
next section the TEMPTATION itself.
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2018/12/the-temptation-continued.html
part 5 the morning.
efrim had just finished getting dressed on this fateful cold morn. he had drawn a dee on the vapor, like dew, on the inside of the cold window. efrim decided he did not want to go pray at the relijis prayers. why not? well why go? it was simpler to stay inside and avoid the cold. between why go and why not how do you decide?
the simplest is "sit but not move." but the jew-sharia obligates to pray even the jew-shariaa book said instructions the things to read. however he coud read those sections in bed. so that was decided.
efrim crawled under the blankets which felt cold.
amy finished in the bathroom which having no "bath" was truly only a toilet room. amy clanked the toilet handle and there was only the clank sound and no sound of water. she shrieked... because as said in the series "big bang theory" its not like "cotton candy" comes out of wives.
instinctively she turned the faucet to wash her hands and no water came out. next amy exited the toilet room furious. she saw efrim in bed and lashed out "get out of bed we need to go to the SHUL (meaning prayer building).--no instead we can read the prayers here--what about hearing the scroll?you cant hear that here--only partly true because--I don't want to argue just come already-- I also don't want to argue so you can leave now if you want.--get up--I thought you don't want to argue--oof amy finished. she hurried to dress in her fancy clothes and left.
now efrim could lock her out the way he was locked out yesterday.
however efrim was soon ASLEEP while the door was unlocked.
in an instant the door opened again and efrim jumped realizing that any stranger could enter the unlocked door. amy entered again and threw herself on her bed. efrim asked "so you decided to not pray there?--we ate lunch already--so what did you bring me?--you just ASSUME I bring you food ?? what is your problem??--well we are married so if you were considerate you would bring food for your spouse--we cannot carry on the "shabos" [meaning Saturday]--actually there is the eruv [meaning the wire for the boundary to permit carrying]--holy jews do not rely on that--doing KINDNESS would be holy so you prefer to starve your husband is the good holiness??--you are not sick only lazy--still you could be a holy person by bringing me food that is "kindness"--I will not reward your laziness and I cannot carry. PERIOD." she ended with a holler. so she had won. he could not stay in bed bkuz he wanted to eat. efrim rolled from his bed and then amy revealed her evil secret... saying "how could you just lay in your own seed all night and all day"--what makes you think my bed is wet?--I know your seed came out last night and you are disgusting lying in filthy man-seed. you should wear diapers--my bed is dry" replied efrim.
amy knew what she had done the previous night and pretended to rationalize "we have not slept in a week nor last night when we had to" then she yelled AHA as she yanked the blanket off the bed pointing at the sheets which were... dry.
now he understood the actions she had done the previous night.
she stared in shok at the sheets and searched for the darker-white moist spot... while efrim pulled his jacket and then coat over his arms.
silently he left the scheming witch.
efrim walked in the cold air to the shul. he reached the door and pressed the bumps for the combination lock. the inside was dark. the timer had switched off the lights. he heard the loud clicks of the clock constantly continuing to tic. he moved through the dark empty cavern and searched for the kitchen with food.
first he opened the frij and found the wine for the obligatory wine ceremony but the wine bottle was almost empty. there was only enuf sweet grape juice. efrim searched all the drawers and cabinets to find where everything was. when he found the silver goblet he held it and continued opening every cabinet to see everything.
he poured the last of the wine which barey filled one inch or 2 centimeters of the goblet. then he added grape juice to fill the goblet to the top. too late he realized he could have used BREAD for the ceremony even if he had plenty of wine. efrim chanted the Hebrew words of the ceremony. he knew he was reading about preserving the special day. for the first time, now in the quiet empty room he wondered why rabbi chose this section to read he would need to check that. it seemed like a bad decision and wrong choice.
then he said the Hebrew words to thank god for making the fruit of the vine. efrim tried to gulp the wine quickly as the jew-sharia obligates but the juice was much colder than usual frij. efrim could not drink it fast and his throat felt painfully cold but less than brain freez cold. like amy's heart he thought.
he rushed to the electric counter where a giant pot sat keeping the food warm. efrim would eat the bread later. first he recalled which cabinet had plates. he went and opened a cabinet but found that he remembered wrong. the search began again from the edj so cabinet by cabinet until he found the thick pink plastic plates. then drawer by drawer to find the spoons. he sensed that the spoons were dirty so he washed the spoon in the cold water of the sink scrubbing many times to get off any old food and any bug leg stuff and any bacteria.
the cold room got to him through the coat which he hadnt removed and the water was winter cold and was freezing his fingers adding to the cold of the cold drink which is no fun in winter.
finally he dumped some HOT STEW on the plastic plate one ladle filled the plate but the stew was very watery and the pot was so giga-ntic [source of the term giga-byte in computers is giga of gigantic] that he could not see in. he would have used a bowl from the cabinet if he had known it would be watery stew.
the plate was full with a layer of liquid and a small amount of beans and one chunk of potato. no time to complain. I need to put hot food in fast. efrim scooped the soup from the plate into his mouth but the room was so cold that the juice was only barely warm around body temperature. he ate the hot beans and potato then dumped the juice in the sink. so the warm potato felt good and he then drank the rest of the grape juice obeying the relijin.
this time efrim brought the chair to the electric hot countertop and climbed up to see inside the giant pot. he saw almost all liquid. so he scooped deep with the ladle and brought up beans and more potato. this time efrim tipped the ladle so the soup leaked out and only put solids on the plate. he scooped again hoping for a chunk of meat but no luck. more beans on the plate and a third attempt again no meat. so he dumped the beans back and tried again yet the fourth try again no meat he realized the stew was vegetarian. well... yes cheaper to have much water and no beef.
he climbed down from the chair and ate the warm stew which was good on the cold day. next he pulled two rolls of bread from the giant bag realizing too late that he should have washed his hands before touching the rolls. the goblet and ladle and spoon touched the food instead of his hands but now his hands were touching the roll and he had not washed his hands since last night. no water. worse he considered that he had touched the window drawing the letter dee. toilet and touching shoes. gross !!
efrim returned the rolls to the left side of the bag and went to wash his hands. seeing the sink he recalled that actually he HAD washed the spoon! so his hands were clean after all, remember dear reader?
back to the roll bag he pulled out the rolls and put them on paper. did the wash ceremony from the cup by the sink and said the Hebrew words to thank god for 'bringing out bread from the ground".
he bit into the moist roll and that was good. he enjoyed it for a while but looked in the frij for something to put on the bread. the frij only had the grape juice. no sliced turkey nor even butter. like vegetarians or stingy j... he dare not even think that.
well it was stupid to eat a roll empty so he climbed up again to the pot and had one more scoop of hot bean stew. then he dumped the plate and goblet and spoon in the sink because no work is permitted on sabath. he left the building planning to walk back towards his vacation rental when he saw the boy from yesterday. the same one. the boy showed great excitement and urged efrim to go with him to play games while his parents napped on the cold afternoon...
next section the TEMPTATION itself.
my first real friend
all kids have their "stuffed animals" usually they get it before they're old enuf to choose and if they're familiar with it they like it later too.
I too had stuffed animals but I was sad that I could not choose my own. real parents wuld let the child select which stuffed animal for the kid to get what he likes and perhaps that would educate the parent about the child !
around age four my pop-pop died he was literally the pop-ma but I was just a brat then.
at first I did not believe he died partly because I did not understand death and mostly because I caught my ma lying to me all the time.
when we went to travel and comfort mom-mom [precise] for the loss of her spouse I searched all the rooms to see where pop-pop was hiding.
the adults did not even notice as I searched every room in the apartment flat and they just yammered aith much gab.
finally I confronted granny "where is pop-pop" she turned white like a sheet... and stammered. ma quickly said "I told you he died"--"but you always lie I want mom-mom to tell me the truth."
granny took a deep breath and explained when people get old the body stops working right and then we bury him in the jewish cemetery." so that is where he is.
I was filled with emotions that I lacked words for but asked "when you get old you wont be with us anymore?" the adults were in shock not knowing what to answer to a young boy.
we stood ther ein a daze and finally granny said "I will give you something that will be your friend forever and will never die." she took my hand and led me into one of the rooms and said look at these animals they will never die you can choose the one that you like.
that was so nice and generous.
my first pet was _ hahaha people use that as passwords so do not reveal your first pet nor first stuffed animal.
my jerk ma later took it away, when we returned to her house that same week, because only "cow" is kosher to eat not other animals so I lost my only lasting friend... with more emotional value than any gift from granny... good thing I matured.... what a jerk I had to face.... and birthday presents... I could never keep those either.... if they could not make my body bleed limited by child-abuse laws those horrid parents would do everything as near to that as they could.
I too had stuffed animals but I was sad that I could not choose my own. real parents wuld let the child select which stuffed animal for the kid to get what he likes and perhaps that would educate the parent about the child !
around age four my pop-pop died he was literally the pop-ma but I was just a brat then.
at first I did not believe he died partly because I did not understand death and mostly because I caught my ma lying to me all the time.
when we went to travel and comfort mom-mom [precise] for the loss of her spouse I searched all the rooms to see where pop-pop was hiding.
the adults did not even notice as I searched every room in the apartment flat and they just yammered aith much gab.
finally I confronted granny "where is pop-pop" she turned white like a sheet... and stammered. ma quickly said "I told you he died"--"but you always lie I want mom-mom to tell me the truth."
granny took a deep breath and explained when people get old the body stops working right and then we bury him in the jewish cemetery." so that is where he is.
I was filled with emotions that I lacked words for but asked "when you get old you wont be with us anymore?" the adults were in shock not knowing what to answer to a young boy.
we stood ther ein a daze and finally granny said "I will give you something that will be your friend forever and will never die." she took my hand and led me into one of the rooms and said look at these animals they will never die you can choose the one that you like.
that was so nice and generous.
my first pet was _ hahaha people use that as passwords so do not reveal your first pet nor first stuffed animal.
my jerk ma later took it away, when we returned to her house that same week, because only "cow" is kosher to eat not other animals so I lost my only lasting friend... with more emotional value than any gift from granny... good thing I matured.... what a jerk I had to face.... and birthday presents... I could never keep those either.... if they could not make my body bleed limited by child-abuse laws those horrid parents would do everything as near to that as they could.
Friday, January 25, 2019
Ducktales names in various languages
I enjoyed page of "Disney characters' names in various languages" at site:
http://www.lowchensaustralia.com/names/disney.htm
Duckburg: Barvazberg
Huey, Dewey and Louie: Yui. Dyui, Lui=Yuford [instead of Hubert] Dyuford, lu.
Della Duck: =Della
Scrooge McDuck: Skrooj Mcduck
Webby VanderQuack: Vebi Vanderkwak
Lena: =Lina
Launchpad McQuack:Lonschpad mcwak
Flintheart Glumgold: =Flint-hart Glomgold
Momma Beagle: Ima Bigl
Bigtime Beagle: =Bigtym Bigl
Bouncer Beagle: =Bonser Bigl
Magica De Spell: Majika de spell
Duckworth the Butler: Dokworth
Mrs. Beakly: Gveret Bikli
Donald Duck: =Donald Duck
[plus for others to complete]
Gyro Gearloose:
Glittering Goldie O'Gilt:
2 plus others:
Daisy Duck: =Dayzi
Mickey Mouse: Miki Mowss
Snow White: Shilgiya
http://www.lowchensaustralia.com/names/disney.htm
the site is frozen so enjoy here also some names for Hebrew language to include because many same but some differ:
1 for DucktalesDuckburg: Barvazberg
Huey, Dewey and Louie: Yui. Dyui, Lui=Yuford [instead of Hubert] Dyuford, lu.
Della Duck: =Della
Scrooge McDuck: Skrooj Mcduck
Webby VanderQuack: Vebi Vanderkwak
Lena: =Lina
Launchpad McQuack:Lonschpad mcwak
Flintheart Glumgold: =Flint-hart Glomgold
Momma Beagle: Ima Bigl
Bigtime Beagle: =Bigtym Bigl
Bouncer Beagle: =Bonser Bigl
Magica De Spell: Majika de spell
Duckworth the Butler: Dokworth
Mrs. Beakly: Gveret Bikli
Donald Duck: =Donald Duck
[plus for others to complete]
Gyro Gearloose:
Glittering Goldie O'Gilt:
2 plus others:
Daisy Duck: =Dayzi
Mickey Mouse: Miki Mowss
Snow White: Shilgiya
a brief history of HOME computers 1993-2009
continuing from
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-brief-history-of-home-computers.html
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-brief-history-of-home-computers.html
after 1993
y1996 first dvd
y2001 the screen cards for the display monitor now contain an additional PROCESSOR to help the fast speed of data for games.
2002-2009 the speed of the central processors called cpu improves each generation of processor chip. LINUX os comes and fades. open means free so could get instead of windows os.
y2009 each processor has many "cores" to share the processing load.
my book is old... now 2019 os windows ten. power of hrd disk now as above.
y2001 the screen cards for the display monitor now contain an additional PROCESSOR to help the fast speed of data for games.
2002-2009 the speed of the central processors called cpu improves each generation of processor chip. LINUX os comes and fades. open means free so could get instead of windows os.
y2009 each processor has many "cores" to share the processing load.
my book is old... now 2019 os windows ten. power of hrd disk now as above.
if you want to read other posts here look for interesting topics or titles here. on the side list.
a brief history of HOME computers
when we hear terms "windows" or processor or microsoft or hardware or software what do they refer to and mean?
the tangible parts of the computer are called "hardware" bkuz hard and tangible for example the keyboard with the buttons to press for letters; which is an input device.
the information or data which instruct the computer the jobs to perform and compute is called software soft like intangible. for example when we type we send signals to the computer and those signals can be instruction for the computer. this decade we commonly use disks called dvd so before any information is "written" marked on the disk it is only hardware as a solid but then when we add the information called data then we are adding the software which means in the context of computers the "instructions that the computer should perform". in the 1980's there was a surprise... the data called software was on the "soft" hardware called floppy disk... good thing we stopped
that confusion !!
now we use windows ten but the first o.s. of "windows" called 1, was published in the year 1985 around 4 years after the first "home" computer [meaning simpler than the business computers used before 1981 which are not the topic of this article] but m. published other o.s. before and after windows 1. also many versions of windows were published since then. think about the words os=the instructions to operate the computer are in inter-related system precisely named "operating system" because it is a system of organized instructions for the computer to operate itself by those instructions.
since the year 2015 we have been using the O.S. called windows 10. windows is the name of the os. see below that the first "windows"" os was published in year 1985.
some major companies are: [abc order] A=apple builds computer hardware meaning the tangible parts such as the circuit boards inside and the components. schools call the main board "mother board".
IBM builds computer hardware. and less famous companies too.
intel builds the processer part which performs the computing. and less famous companies too.
microsoft has soft in its name it build the software meaning the system of inter-related instructions for the computer to perform.
time line
1981 the computer company IBM produced the first simpler home computers so this history begins with this.
1982 great leap of progress the "hard disk" which is magnetic disks to store data when the computer is switched off [and obviously used and active when on] are improved to store... please do not laf... as much as TEN mega-byte meaning 80 million digits each called "bit". the term bit simply means a signal of either "more" or less power .
a lower voltage meaning possibly 0.4 volt or even 0.8 volt means a symbol for zero 0 zero while the higher voltage 2.7 until 5 v is symbol for 1 one. the name "bits" shortens the term for two digits "binary digits" the bi at the start with the ts at the end- bits. nt one with two but lower voltage as zero and higher voltage for one. the series of attached zeros and ones spell words for the computer. each time I now type a letter the button I press connects two ends of circuit like tiny wire and a signal is sent like a word so the computer knows which letter to display. the computer shows it on the screen so MYSELF the human can see if I pushed the letter that I intended... and often I see that I pushed the wrong letter and need and can fix it. thanks to the HOME computer people like me can type our opinions or better yet STORIES or summaries for others to enjoy.
this year "hard drives" are often portable with new expensive storing THREE tera-byte. so when we hear 10 MB, that seems ridiculously small this almost 300,000 times more than 1982.
MAGNETIC hard disks now can store 4 tera-byte. the signals are sent simply ne after the other called "serial" in contrast to the other method explained later. the speed now is 120 per second called 7200rpm revolutions per minute as the magnets spin inside the box. the signals of data can move SIX giga-bit per second using bit as above serial style. cost now around 110 USD.
what is tera? or giga?
g means almost 1.1*10^9 units of either bit as above or "byte" which is 8 bits as above. one thousand would be called kilo-bit but 1 KB is 8000 signals. 1000 times more is called mega as above. and one thousand times more is called giga in American English billion. in computing giga is more than one b as 2 times itself 30 times is almost 1.1 billion hence 1 GB is almost 9 billion bits.
tera means a million of millions whether bit or larger byte but in computers 2^40 almost 1.1*10^12. 1099 of millions, whether bit or larger byte.
y1985 o.s. called windows 1 as explained above.
y1989 first computers small enuf to carry with you. common now but then amazing to combine a thin screen with the other parts in one portable unit that is small enuf to carry.
y1993 first "searcher" to use your computer to search things on the internet was called MOSAIC and by now long forgotten and replaced by many others. a searcher is like a program to find the words you command to search for. the book said mosaic was the first searcher. also the same year Microsoft provided its first searcher called "explorer" it can search for websites with the words you choose from your home computer. explorer can also lead you to other searchers. the searcher is like a program of instructions finding the words you chose. the searcher probably first searches the places "desirable" to the programmer which is bad bkuz it can be used politically... to hide some opinions and only show the desirable ones which is the type of deception called one sided. whether only pro-government as the evil in our past or showing ALL anti-governmrnt is this evil of one sidedness which can and probably is used as a political tool to deceive the readers with only one side of the stories. humans are bad.
more years in next post....
after 1993y1996 first dvd
y2001 the screen cards for the display monitor now contain an additional PROCESSOR to help the fast speed of data for games.
2002-2009 the speed of the central processors called cpu improves each generation of processor chip. LINUX os comes and fades. open means free so could get instead of windows os.
y2009 each processor has many "cores" to share the processing load.
my book is old... now 2019 os windows ten. power of hrd disk now as above.
if you want to read other posts here look for interesting topics or titles here. on the side list.
the tangible parts of the computer are called "hardware" bkuz hard and tangible for example the keyboard with the buttons to press for letters; which is an input device.
the information or data which instruct the computer the jobs to perform and compute is called software soft like intangible. for example when we type we send signals to the computer and those signals can be instruction for the computer. this decade we commonly use disks called dvd so before any information is "written" marked on the disk it is only hardware as a solid but then when we add the information called data then we are adding the software which means in the context of computers the "instructions that the computer should perform". in the 1980's there was a surprise... the data called software was on the "soft" hardware called floppy disk... good thing we stopped
that confusion !!
from all the parts of the computer the piece which PERFORMS computing is called "processer".
INTEL is one of the famous producers of processors for the computer companies such as apple or IBM of course less famous competitors of each of these companies produce these hardware processors or computers.
one of the famous companies that prepares the software is called microsoft notice the "soft" in the name like software. they prepare the instructions called operating system as explained below.now we use windows ten but the first o.s. of "windows" called 1, was published in the year 1985 around 4 years after the first "home" computer [meaning simpler than the business computers used before 1981 which are not the topic of this article] but m. published other o.s. before and after windows 1. also many versions of windows were published since then. think about the words os=the instructions to operate the computer are in inter-related system precisely named "operating system" because it is a system of organized instructions for the computer to operate itself by those instructions.
since the year 2015 we have been using the O.S. called windows 10. windows is the name of the os. see below that the first "windows"" os was published in year 1985.
some major companies are: [abc order] A=apple builds computer hardware meaning the tangible parts such as the circuit boards inside and the components. schools call the main board "mother board".
IBM builds computer hardware. and less famous companies too.
intel builds the processer part which performs the computing. and less famous companies too.
microsoft has soft in its name it build the software meaning the system of inter-related instructions for the computer to perform.
time line
1981 the computer company IBM produced the first simpler home computers so this history begins with this.
1982 great leap of progress the "hard disk" which is magnetic disks to store data when the computer is switched off [and obviously used and active when on] are improved to store... please do not laf... as much as TEN mega-byte meaning 80 million digits each called "bit". the term bit simply means a signal of either "more" or less power .
a lower voltage meaning possibly 0.4 volt or even 0.8 volt means a symbol for zero 0 zero while the higher voltage 2.7 until 5 v is symbol for 1 one. the name "bits" shortens the term for two digits "binary digits" the bi at the start with the ts at the end- bits. nt one with two but lower voltage as zero and higher voltage for one. the series of attached zeros and ones spell words for the computer. each time I now type a letter the button I press connects two ends of circuit like tiny wire and a signal is sent like a word so the computer knows which letter to display. the computer shows it on the screen so MYSELF the human can see if I pushed the letter that I intended... and often I see that I pushed the wrong letter and need and can fix it. thanks to the HOME computer people like me can type our opinions or better yet STORIES or summaries for others to enjoy.
this year "hard drives" are often portable with new expensive storing THREE tera-byte. so when we hear 10 MB, that seems ridiculously small this almost 300,000 times more than 1982.
MAGNETIC hard disks now can store 4 tera-byte. the signals are sent simply ne after the other called "serial" in contrast to the other method explained later. the speed now is 120 per second called 7200rpm revolutions per minute as the magnets spin inside the box. the signals of data can move SIX giga-bit per second using bit as above serial style. cost now around 110 USD.
what is tera? or giga?
g means almost 1.1*10^9 units of either bit as above or "byte" which is 8 bits as above. one thousand would be called kilo-bit but 1 KB is 8000 signals. 1000 times more is called mega as above. and one thousand times more is called giga in American English billion. in computing giga is more than one b as 2 times itself 30 times is almost 1.1 billion hence 1 GB is almost 9 billion bits.
tera means a million of millions whether bit or larger byte but in computers 2^40 almost 1.1*10^12. 1099 of millions, whether bit or larger byte.
y1985 o.s. called windows 1 as explained above.
y1989 first computers small enuf to carry with you. common now but then amazing to combine a thin screen with the other parts in one portable unit that is small enuf to carry.
y1993 first "searcher" to use your computer to search things on the internet was called MOSAIC and by now long forgotten and replaced by many others. a searcher is like a program to find the words you command to search for. the book said mosaic was the first searcher. also the same year Microsoft provided its first searcher called "explorer" it can search for websites with the words you choose from your home computer. explorer can also lead you to other searchers. the searcher is like a program of instructions finding the words you chose. the searcher probably first searches the places "desirable" to the programmer which is bad bkuz it can be used politically... to hide some opinions and only show the desirable ones which is the type of deception called one sided. whether only pro-government as the evil in our past or showing ALL anti-governmrnt is this evil of one sidedness which can and probably is used as a political tool to deceive the readers with only one side of the stories. humans are bad.
more years in next post....
after 1993y1996 first dvd
y2001 the screen cards for the display monitor now contain an additional PROCESSOR to help the fast speed of data for games.
2002-2009 the speed of the central processors called cpu improves each generation of processor chip. LINUX os comes and fades. open means free so could get instead of windows os.
y2009 each processor has many "cores" to share the processing load.
my book is old... now 2019 os windows ten. power of hrd disk now as above.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2019
compare the reactions
compare the reactions. we all know even for mere WORDS when nobody bleeds or even blushes yet liberals make a fuss to limit speech no "offensive" words like "boy or slave or nigger or spic or kyke" well kyke is for jew so that is not a fuss for liberals.... no 'you people' nor 'blacks' either after all they are brown not black so black is simply wrong.... so althoe the criticism of the catholic school boys "less than exemplary" yet typical teen behavior for "mocking" somebody seems consistent with the unreasonable over-reactions still we must and can compare to the reactions to the FEMININE protesters defending the organizers.... you would think with such great sensitivity to "offensive" words they would MAKE A FUSS at least as much as attacking the teens for mocking... the organizers of the feminine stated problematic stuff... yet the so called sensitive liberals respond "we should only think about now" no fuss about those offensive words when it is from feminist organizers or "we should not let the wrong words ruin the whole movement" sounds reasonable? until you COMPARE the reactions so saying "it is wrong" is bad when compared yet not making the same fuss of accusing those teens for acting like common typical teens.... this comparison reveals that liberals are not really making a fuss about offensive words... when they should equally make a fuss except for teens what can you expect they are just teens while organizers of feminist marches who KNOW to be careful about rights should be much more careful about offensive words and actions... that deserves a fuss... not teens which we cannot expect them not to laugh when they see something ridiculous.... after all they never said "native americans are termites" that is only good in liberals eyes to say about jews because semite sounds like termite so that is just a joke.... so no fuss for saying that about jews nor associating with such people.... well they should make equal fuss as the fuss about the teens for offensive words and less fuss about smirking because it is not bad to smile and laugh at something that looks strange. I mean what is wrong with those liberals ... jesus Christ ...
Thursday, January 17, 2019
the coldest week in jesus land, israel
many americans are interested in jesus land so now, this week, is the COLDEST week in Israel as I will explain which is surprising considering the cycle does not match the cycle of short-light-time.
one would EXPECT that when the nights are longest the heat of the sun exits the air for longer time and then in the morning less time facing the sun to warm the air would be the coldest as less time to heat from the sun in the end of December, yet that is not the true reality. despite the short sun time the heat then is warmer than January.
after the days are increasing sun time still the sun does not heat the air despite more time ! and the temperature cools from 66 degrees f. in the shortest days and now most of January it is COLDER only 65 degrees f. in fact THIS WEEK is the coldest week when the cold "dips down low enuf" to round the temperature from 18.4 degrees centigrade to 18 and althoe in centigrade "rounding" is far from accurate because the temperature is not 64.4f ! the historical average for this week in mid-ja. does show 18 meaning rounded down from 18.4 and this fact does show that more time in the sun fails to heat the air as much from night to day heat.
note: this is the pattern of the historical average while the ACTUAL temperature was colder than the coldest for a 5 day trend consistently COLDER than the coldest because 64 is colder and even significantly colder 61,63,59f and again today instead of 18c the coldest of the year even colder than the longest nights 15c. which is 59f not as biting as new York winter yet revealing the lie of the "global warming" lie because the trend is not warm but a trend of COLDER than the coldest.
so how many season are in Israel?
we must define season! season is the "time" for something and in the context of years means based on the sun cycle from shortest day to longest and cycling back and then re-divided when lengths of day and night are the same. so 4 seasons.
if so the seasons of the sun cycle in Israel run from the longest night in December until march 16 when the lengths of day and night are equal. we call that winter and in Hebrew this is CLEARLY the first season "horef" which means "young" indicating the cultural idea the year is now its youngest. so the first season from the longest nights.
then march 16 has equal lengths of day and night in Israel, in contrast to other countries nearer to 21 march, and that begins spring until the longest day in end-june. from then summer is when the day-length SHORTENS.
another surprise is on September 26 when the lengths of day and night are equal in Israel and one would EXPECT from then during the longer nights more heat to exit with less day sun to warm causing colder temperature in October however the heat remains in October until end October is painfully hot 27 degrees centigrade.
we can also define seasons of "time of hot and cold." this problem of September 26 prevents a 4 season division because 27c is painfully hot...
so we must have 2 seasons one of hot reaching daytime temperatures of 32c which extends for months from april until mid November when the temperature is hot 25c in day.over seven 7 months of heat.
the cold is only 3 months mid December and now COLDEST January and slight waring each year in February. 2 months for a swift transition is hardly a season and considering temperature is comfortable 22c are not cold so part of hot season.
so the seasons of cold are one cold season 3 months d-ja-f and a swift transition to heat in march then a 7 month hot season which in Israel is dry in contrast to Americas summer rains.
new immigrants to Israel are given a misleading bad calendar with bad ideas not worth quoting nor preserving here except the horrid error that "autumn" which in Hebrew is called stav meaning rain is wrongly "one month of September" and this is terrible because still dry until October and still hot until mid November and season should be 3 months long as 4 quarters based on the night length as above so stupid to say one month... and if we alrter season to hot then as above not September so very far from accurate.
one would EXPECT that when the nights are longest the heat of the sun exits the air for longer time and then in the morning less time facing the sun to warm the air would be the coldest as less time to heat from the sun in the end of December, yet that is not the true reality. despite the short sun time the heat then is warmer than January.
after the days are increasing sun time still the sun does not heat the air despite more time ! and the temperature cools from 66 degrees f. in the shortest days and now most of January it is COLDER only 65 degrees f. in fact THIS WEEK is the coldest week when the cold "dips down low enuf" to round the temperature from 18.4 degrees centigrade to 18 and althoe in centigrade "rounding" is far from accurate because the temperature is not 64.4f ! the historical average for this week in mid-ja. does show 18 meaning rounded down from 18.4 and this fact does show that more time in the sun fails to heat the air as much from night to day heat.
note: this is the pattern of the historical average while the ACTUAL temperature was colder than the coldest for a 5 day trend consistently COLDER than the coldest because 64 is colder and even significantly colder 61,63,59f and again today instead of 18c the coldest of the year even colder than the longest nights 15c. which is 59f not as biting as new York winter yet revealing the lie of the "global warming" lie because the trend is not warm but a trend of COLDER than the coldest.
so how many season are in Israel?
we must define season! season is the "time" for something and in the context of years means based on the sun cycle from shortest day to longest and cycling back and then re-divided when lengths of day and night are the same. so 4 seasons.
if so the seasons of the sun cycle in Israel run from the longest night in December until march 16 when the lengths of day and night are equal. we call that winter and in Hebrew this is CLEARLY the first season "horef" which means "young" indicating the cultural idea the year is now its youngest. so the first season from the longest nights.
then march 16 has equal lengths of day and night in Israel, in contrast to other countries nearer to 21 march, and that begins spring until the longest day in end-june. from then summer is when the day-length SHORTENS.
another surprise is on September 26 when the lengths of day and night are equal in Israel and one would EXPECT from then during the longer nights more heat to exit with less day sun to warm causing colder temperature in October however the heat remains in October until end October is painfully hot 27 degrees centigrade.
we can also define seasons of "time of hot and cold." this problem of September 26 prevents a 4 season division because 27c is painfully hot...
so we must have 2 seasons one of hot reaching daytime temperatures of 32c which extends for months from april until mid November when the temperature is hot 25c in day.over seven 7 months of heat.
the cold is only 3 months mid December and now COLDEST January and slight waring each year in February. 2 months for a swift transition is hardly a season and considering temperature is comfortable 22c are not cold so part of hot season.
so the seasons of cold are one cold season 3 months d-ja-f and a swift transition to heat in march then a 7 month hot season which in Israel is dry in contrast to Americas summer rains.
new immigrants to Israel are given a misleading bad calendar with bad ideas not worth quoting nor preserving here except the horrid error that "autumn" which in Hebrew is called stav meaning rain is wrongly "one month of September" and this is terrible because still dry until October and still hot until mid November and season should be 3 months long as 4 quarters based on the night length as above so stupid to say one month... and if we alrter season to hot then as above not September so very far from accurate.
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
brahma and hindu faith
the hindu religion teaches in prana: "Vishnu grew a flower and brahma the creator emerged." so brahma is second of the three supreme gods over the millions of minor gods. one ancient hindu text says a number 330 million so the 3 supreme are first Vishnu and second brahma from Vishnu flower called lotus.
brahma is the creator and has weaknesses. his beginning is the flower from Vishnu and was tempted by a female goddess so "Shiva slashed off the topmost head to control Brahma." brahma is certainly second and certainly weak and certainly "not the chief" of the trimurti=three supreme but according to hindu second as prana above. this weak creator is best supported by the reality of the flawed creation.
https://thehindugods.org/brahma-the-hindu-lord-of-creation/
so we have a link interaction of the trimurti Vishnu caused brahma and siva hurt brahma.
Monday, January 14, 2019
the story of star wars "when"?
fairy tales begin "once upon a time" to introduce that the story never happened and usualy the content indicates an era with kings in Europe which is not "now". Disney inserted a date into one of the cinderella stories indicating that story is "fourteenth century" when the fathers say it is already 14 century so we should let the girl choose who to marry.
this matches a trend in other fiction of our generation to reveal a year
1 star trek at a time a couple hundred years in our future is when the fictional story occurs.
2 buck rogers at a time 500 years in our future and similarly "orville" 400 years after us.
3 contemporary! such as "fairly odd parents" Timmy was born in year "1992"
https://fairlyoddparents.fandom.com/wiki/Timmy_Turner
and since they indicate the last day of school many times in many episodes it is "now".
4 similarly harry potter "born in 1980" if so his first year at Hogwarts was around "year 1991" yet he has broom named 2000. clearly not the year number until he gets broom 2001... one year later.
the books were published in years 1997 and 1998 etc. telling the story of what happened a few years ago and could have occurred bkuz we muggles "do not know" bkuz they carefully keep the secret… haha.
regarding hp I suggest that the magical world which did have a krismas tree knew the precise date of jesus birth better than "us muggles" who count from 1 ad which is now known to be false based on king herod so at latest the year 4 bc is when jesus was born not later in 1 ad... and perhaps earlier so the number 2001 could indicate which year of king herod, was jesus born !! since the year 1992 is truly year 2001 as the broom-makers knew then jesus must have been born in the year we call nine 9 bc so 2001 years from then is 1992.
so when star wars series said the story is "long ago" I interpret based on "far far away" as millions of years in the past. most star wars fans interpret as "undetermined" same as "once upon a time" is at some undetermined past time so simply undetermined.
I have seen 2 other possibilities which I reject. I claim not billions of years ago nor hundreds of years ago. and reject those interpretations which people published in imdb and maybe in a book.
I do claim millions of years ago based on the galaxy far far away.
we need enough time for the message to get here and know about it so the time is an undetermined time around 5,000,000 years "ago" in a place far far away from... from what from us !! so must be after humans exist on earth. less than million years we would not get the message from the galaxy of "Coruscant" it would still be transmitted and moving towards our galaxy. one could argue that a traveler flew here faster than light speed using the "hyperdrive" and told us the story yet still that is not based on the ctory and in fact the context of "far far away" should influence the idea of "long time ago" hence defining the time.
another cool interpretation which I LOVE is the one that the robot r2 is "saying long ago" while reporting to people in our distant future the story which occurred "relative to them" long ago at the same time we lived and around the year that the video was published here. not 1977 because phantom episode occurred first but around this generation.
this matches a trend in other fiction of our generation to reveal a year
1 star trek at a time a couple hundred years in our future is when the fictional story occurs.
2 buck rogers at a time 500 years in our future and similarly "orville" 400 years after us.
3 contemporary! such as "fairly odd parents" Timmy was born in year "1992"
https://fairlyoddparents.fandom.com/wiki/Timmy_Turner
and since they indicate the last day of school many times in many episodes it is "now".
4 similarly harry potter "born in 1980" if so his first year at Hogwarts was around "year 1991" yet he has broom named 2000. clearly not the year number until he gets broom 2001... one year later.
the books were published in years 1997 and 1998 etc. telling the story of what happened a few years ago and could have occurred bkuz we muggles "do not know" bkuz they carefully keep the secret… haha.
regarding hp I suggest that the magical world which did have a krismas tree knew the precise date of jesus birth better than "us muggles" who count from 1 ad which is now known to be false based on king herod so at latest the year 4 bc is when jesus was born not later in 1 ad... and perhaps earlier so the number 2001 could indicate which year of king herod, was jesus born !! since the year 1992 is truly year 2001 as the broom-makers knew then jesus must have been born in the year we call nine 9 bc so 2001 years from then is 1992.
so when star wars series said the story is "long ago" I interpret based on "far far away" as millions of years in the past. most star wars fans interpret as "undetermined" same as "once upon a time" is at some undetermined past time so simply undetermined.
I have seen 2 other possibilities which I reject. I claim not billions of years ago nor hundreds of years ago. and reject those interpretations which people published in imdb and maybe in a book.
I do claim millions of years ago based on the galaxy far far away.
we need enough time for the message to get here and know about it so the time is an undetermined time around 5,000,000 years "ago" in a place far far away from... from what from us !! so must be after humans exist on earth. less than million years we would not get the message from the galaxy of "Coruscant" it would still be transmitted and moving towards our galaxy. one could argue that a traveler flew here faster than light speed using the "hyperdrive" and told us the story yet still that is not based on the ctory and in fact the context of "far far away" should influence the idea of "long time ago" hence defining the time.
another cool interpretation which I LOVE is the one that the robot r2 is "saying long ago" while reporting to people in our distant future the story which occurred "relative to them" long ago at the same time we lived and around the year that the video was published here. not 1977 because phantom episode occurred first but around this generation.
my "version" of the introduction to "AC"
note: the words which crawl at the beginning of star wars episode 2 have some words which are not critical/important while some details should be added. so I blended some ideas into the "opening crawl"
TITLE: introduction to SW 2 AC
introduction: Words crawl that: long ago, the beings living in "thousands of solar systems" declare that they will separate secede from the galactic republic. former Jedi Master Count Dooku (Christopher Lee) leads this rebellion against the republic.
also that "Senator Amidala" (Natalie Portman), who was "former Queen of planet Naboo" came to the planet [named planet Coruscunt] with the galactic senate.
TITLE: introduction to SW 2 AC
introduction: Words crawl that: long ago, the beings living in "thousands of solar systems" declare that they will separate secede from the galactic republic. former Jedi Master Count Dooku (Christopher Lee) leads this rebellion against the republic.
also that "Senator Amidala" (Natalie Portman), who was "former Queen of planet Naboo" came to the planet [named planet Coruscunt] with the galactic senate.
my "version" of the introduction to "Phantom Menace"
note: the words which crawl at the beginning of star wars episode one have some words which are not critical/important while some details should be added. so I blended some ideas into the "opening crawl"
TITLE: introduction to SW 1 PM that introduces young Darth Vader
introduction: Words crawl that: long ago [despite distant past the beings have already developed advanced technology] the EVIL and greedy Trade Federation is blockading a peaceful planet-Naboo because of dispute about "taxation of trade routes". also that: the "Supreme Chancellor" of the Galactic Republic, secretly sent 2 Jedi Knights [named Qui-Gon Jinn (looks like actor Liam Neeson) and his apprentice Obi-Wan Kenobi (Ewan McGregor)] to mediate with the Trade Federation and reach a compromise to end the blockade.
note: how do jedi end a dispute? perhaps they use "mind tricks" to compel the beings to agree but that is like enslaving them and would not be effective as we know from the story of jaba the worm. I add to the crawl my hope they will settle by mediation and compromise.
later I will take a user synopsis from imdb make some changes and publish as my summary of the story in pm based on the video so all details are not mine but all details are already in the video of star wars franchise.
TITLE: introduction to SW 1 PM that introduces young Darth Vader
introduction: Words crawl that: long ago [despite distant past the beings have already developed advanced technology] the EVIL and greedy Trade Federation is blockading a peaceful planet-Naboo because of dispute about "taxation of trade routes". also that: the "Supreme Chancellor" of the Galactic Republic, secretly sent 2 Jedi Knights [named Qui-Gon Jinn (looks like actor Liam Neeson) and his apprentice Obi-Wan Kenobi (Ewan McGregor)] to mediate with the Trade Federation and reach a compromise to end the blockade.
note: how do jedi end a dispute? perhaps they use "mind tricks" to compel the beings to agree but that is like enslaving them and would not be effective as we know from the story of jaba the worm. I add to the crawl my hope they will settle by mediation and compromise.
later I will take a user synopsis from imdb make some changes and publish as my summary of the story in pm based on the video so all details are not mine but all details are already in the video of star wars franchise.
Sunday, January 13, 2019
the rabbi who lied about math
intro-today something caused me to recall this event so I precede the next chapter of "temptation" with this true story with no names to protect the guilty and me from slander charges.
DEAR DIARY, in the end of skool year 1982 a kid taunted me that next year the rabbi would hit me the most from all the class. knowing he was a hitter and recalling the physical pain from the rabbi who hit me in first grade, i was desperate to switch skool. tell me please what can stop such monsters besides gas chambers? i succeeded despite my parents repeated negligence and that story is in a different story so now we skip ahead to the "entrance exam" for 3rd grade.
the rabbi with his orangy beard challenged me with a question. "how many is one minus 8?" so FIRST i argued with the rabbi "this is a school! the teachers will teach me" but he threatened to reject me if i did not answer...we had a harsh argument including when i said that i can prove i am correct but the rabbi was so stubborn that he ran out of the room.
i was desperate because if i failed the entrance exam i would be rejected and that meant my negligent parents would send me back to the school with the rabbis which hit young students and truly deserve the death penalty for hitting a helpless child. if only the rabbi did not know which room was the room without the cameras or cops were in the school... like normal skools. now you know how they "get away with it" they claim no violence and no police presence and then the teachers can do violence to the helpless kids.
anyway i answered "you cannot subtract 1-8" the rabbi "jumped up" [what does that show?] and announced the interview is over you do not know how to subtract. i knew i was correct and would have ignored the foolish rabbi if not desperate to avoid the child hitters in the other jewish skool. i shouted after him "how do you eat 8 candies if you only have one candy...
the rabbi fled in terror realizing i had good proof. i chased him out the room and ran along the corridor desperate how to stop him before i end up with a another child abuser again?
i said "i can prove i am correct listen to the proof" but the stubborn rabbi was too scared to hear the evidence. so i tried quoting the jewish tradition at the rabbi- so naive as if rabbis respect the jewish tradition? haha...
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now christians have greater respect for jewsh tradition than any jewish rabbi as i would soon discover. rabbis only lie that they expect others to respect it but themselves have no respect for jewish tradition. i quoted the hebrew source about "bad stubborn teachers"--and he just laffed because like most rabbis i would later meet he was only jewish for the salary money not because judaism was correct nor wise.
so i threatened his money "i know mr. l is a donor. i will tell him the proof and he will see how you know less tan a six year old." the rabbi froze while his back still at me. "he will stop donating until they switch the fool principle who does not know subtraction and is too stubborn to hear the proof" now money that is something jews respect and from my experience money is the only true god of orthodox jews. and same for some Christian missionaries.
but you believe the words when they will lie while talking to a christian then they lie "we respect god and expect you to respect..."--anyway he laffed when i quoted the jewish tradition but i was smart enuf to mention donor for the school.
he spun around then and said "fine try to prove it in my office." so we walked back to the jerk-rabbi office and i said first write on paper "11-8" so how to subtract.
the rabbi [in hindsight probably saw which proof I would use which just made him act more deceptive] he was visibly squirming and said "i did not ask that, i asked 1-8"--"so you are scared that i have good proof" we argued more about writing until he agreed to write claiming only kids need to write subtraction and i said "this is a proof we need to write proof so you cannot lie."
so he finally wrote 11-8=3 and ran out of the room. i shouted "you did not show the steps!" he peaked back in through the doorway and said "that is how to subtract."
me:"i will give one more chance or i will show my proof to the donors mr l." that worked!
the rabbi was back at the paper.
"last chance" i warned now write 22-8 and show the steps.
he knew my proof was correct but typical for deceptive rabbis simply wrote 22-8=14 and i said "wrong when you dont show the steps it is wrong" and he argued his voice noticeably showing panic revealing he saw my proof and that i was correct and he was cornered as his voice rose to a terrified shriek "if you think it is wrong , then you do not know how to subtract" and i said "show the steps" repeating yet again that i will tell the donor you cannot subtract and you are stubborn.
still he refused to hear until i mentioned money "i gave you a chance now the donors will hear the proof. and not donate until the skool swaps principles" the rabbi cowered back in his chair.
as i explained : "the number 22 has tens and ones. first try to subtract the ones."
the rabbi SWUNG his head in frustration like a cornered dog..."okay! 2-8 so you borrow from the tens" [the word borrow is stupid but that is how some people say this process] I insisted "say why you need to borrow from the tens" pause.
the rabbi was so stubborn... he refused to let truth leave his filthy lips. "that is how you do it" he insisted simply. "fine i will tell the donors you dont understand subtraction."
finally the rabbi "broke" saying need "because 2 is less than 8" so I announced my triumph "aha NOW you have admitted my answer was correct. exactly what I said that you cannot subtract 1-8 unless you can use the tens."
the rabbis face was redder than his oranjy beard.... the need to use the tens is because as I had answered correctly "you cant subtract" because there are no tens.
then the rabbi said "what about "negative numbers" you cant enter third grade when you do not know negative numbers." i insisted "if i have 8 candies, how many can i take away?" he jumped again and fled the room showing his terror yet again.
i followed the rabbi out as he told my parents that i was rejected from the skool. the fact that god saw meant nothing to the holy rabbi the same as most adults ignore that god sees them. adults only lying about god to manipulate kids.
again i said "i will tell mr l what happened. i even proved i was correct." the name of the donor saved my and the rabbi sighed and gave my parents the form to sign.
haha i told the donor anyway...
on the first day of third grade I found out that the old principle was fired the skool switched principles. because like almost every jew I met since then, the jews honor money as their god and if the donor complains then the board switches principles.
so I was saved from the hitters in the other jewish school and remain powerless to save other kids from getting hit at jewish schools. when a jew in action thinks he has the right to cut healthy pieces off from a healthy baby in circumcision the child is now in the eyes of jewish a dults a plate for parents and teachers to break the same as I can break the plates which I bought. so what can stop them besides a gas chamber??
DEAR DIARY, in the end of skool year 1982 a kid taunted me that next year the rabbi would hit me the most from all the class. knowing he was a hitter and recalling the physical pain from the rabbi who hit me in first grade, i was desperate to switch skool. tell me please what can stop such monsters besides gas chambers? i succeeded despite my parents repeated negligence and that story is in a different story so now we skip ahead to the "entrance exam" for 3rd grade.
the rabbi with his orangy beard challenged me with a question. "how many is one minus 8?" so FIRST i argued with the rabbi "this is a school! the teachers will teach me" but he threatened to reject me if i did not answer...we had a harsh argument including when i said that i can prove i am correct but the rabbi was so stubborn that he ran out of the room.
i was desperate because if i failed the entrance exam i would be rejected and that meant my negligent parents would send me back to the school with the rabbis which hit young students and truly deserve the death penalty for hitting a helpless child. if only the rabbi did not know which room was the room without the cameras or cops were in the school... like normal skools. now you know how they "get away with it" they claim no violence and no police presence and then the teachers can do violence to the helpless kids.
anyway i answered "you cannot subtract 1-8" the rabbi "jumped up" [what does that show?] and announced the interview is over you do not know how to subtract. i knew i was correct and would have ignored the foolish rabbi if not desperate to avoid the child hitters in the other jewish skool. i shouted after him "how do you eat 8 candies if you only have one candy...
the rabbi fled in terror realizing i had good proof. i chased him out the room and ran along the corridor desperate how to stop him before i end up with a another child abuser again?
i said "i can prove i am correct listen to the proof" but the stubborn rabbi was too scared to hear the evidence. so i tried quoting the jewish tradition at the rabbi- so naive as if rabbis respect the jewish tradition? haha...
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now christians have greater respect for jewsh tradition than any jewish rabbi as i would soon discover. rabbis only lie that they expect others to respect it but themselves have no respect for jewish tradition. i quoted the hebrew source about "bad stubborn teachers"--and he just laffed because like most rabbis i would later meet he was only jewish for the salary money not because judaism was correct nor wise.
so i threatened his money "i know mr. l is a donor. i will tell him the proof and he will see how you know less tan a six year old." the rabbi froze while his back still at me. "he will stop donating until they switch the fool principle who does not know subtraction and is too stubborn to hear the proof" now money that is something jews respect and from my experience money is the only true god of orthodox jews. and same for some Christian missionaries.
but you believe the words when they will lie while talking to a christian then they lie "we respect god and expect you to respect..."--anyway he laffed when i quoted the jewish tradition but i was smart enuf to mention donor for the school.
he spun around then and said "fine try to prove it in my office." so we walked back to the jerk-rabbi office and i said first write on paper "11-8" so how to subtract.
the rabbi [in hindsight probably saw which proof I would use which just made him act more deceptive] he was visibly squirming and said "i did not ask that, i asked 1-8"--"so you are scared that i have good proof" we argued more about writing until he agreed to write claiming only kids need to write subtraction and i said "this is a proof we need to write proof so you cannot lie."
so he finally wrote 11-8=3 and ran out of the room. i shouted "you did not show the steps!" he peaked back in through the doorway and said "that is how to subtract."
me:"i will give one more chance or i will show my proof to the donors mr l." that worked!
the rabbi was back at the paper.
"last chance" i warned now write 22-8 and show the steps.
he knew my proof was correct but typical for deceptive rabbis simply wrote 22-8=14 and i said "wrong when you dont show the steps it is wrong" and he argued his voice noticeably showing panic revealing he saw my proof and that i was correct and he was cornered as his voice rose to a terrified shriek "if you think it is wrong , then you do not know how to subtract" and i said "show the steps" repeating yet again that i will tell the donor you cannot subtract and you are stubborn.
still he refused to hear until i mentioned money "i gave you a chance now the donors will hear the proof. and not donate until the skool swaps principles" the rabbi cowered back in his chair.
as i explained : "the number 22 has tens and ones. first try to subtract the ones."
the rabbi SWUNG his head in frustration like a cornered dog..."okay! 2-8 so you borrow from the tens" [the word borrow is stupid but that is how some people say this process] I insisted "say why you need to borrow from the tens" pause.
the rabbi was so stubborn... he refused to let truth leave his filthy lips. "that is how you do it" he insisted simply. "fine i will tell the donors you dont understand subtraction."
finally the rabbi "broke" saying need "because 2 is less than 8" so I announced my triumph "aha NOW you have admitted my answer was correct. exactly what I said that you cannot subtract 1-8 unless you can use the tens."
the rabbis face was redder than his oranjy beard.... the need to use the tens is because as I had answered correctly "you cant subtract" because there are no tens.
then the rabbi said "what about "negative numbers" you cant enter third grade when you do not know negative numbers." i insisted "if i have 8 candies, how many can i take away?" he jumped again and fled the room showing his terror yet again.
i followed the rabbi out as he told my parents that i was rejected from the skool. the fact that god saw meant nothing to the holy rabbi the same as most adults ignore that god sees them. adults only lying about god to manipulate kids.
again i said "i will tell mr l what happened. i even proved i was correct." the name of the donor saved my and the rabbi sighed and gave my parents the form to sign.
haha i told the donor anyway...
on the first day of third grade I found out that the old principle was fired the skool switched principles. because like almost every jew I met since then, the jews honor money as their god and if the donor complains then the board switches principles.
so I was saved from the hitters in the other jewish school and remain powerless to save other kids from getting hit at jewish schools. when a jew in action thinks he has the right to cut healthy pieces off from a healthy baby in circumcision the child is now in the eyes of jewish a dults a plate for parents and teachers to break the same as I can break the plates which I bought. so what can stop them besides a gas chamber??
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