intro. in third grade the teacher told us we could choose our own spelling words. some kids chose words they knew such as "water" I chose the word "the" arguing that part of the assignment required we need to know the definition meaning... also an older kid wanted me to play "scrabble" game and when I could not think of words he told me to learn the short words that start with "a" so now I publish them for easy grouping instead of searching a dictionary book BETWEEN the longer words.
A: there are 5 "vowels" according to dictionary and althoe only 2 are common words a or I still every letter alone is a word both for "an item shaped like the letter"noun and the name of the letter for example "r" is the word for the letter "ar" also correctly spelled "ar" as below here
LIST
a= one, any one, something shaped like a
aah to say ah
aba the fabric woven from camel or goat hair
abo aborigine
ace one spot, one who excels > v
act a thing done, to do, pretend
ad an advertisement, an advantage
add to increase by joining
ado fussy excitement [don't fuss about trivial details
ads advertisements
adz a tool with an arched blade
ae 'day' one, something alone
aft back or rear
age a period of time related to something often from birth until present
ago before now
aha [interjection= i.] I feel triumph
ai 'poppy' a certain sloth
ais [plural more than 1 ai]
aid to give what is useful, an assister =aide
ail to give pain, to suffer [when I ail I drink ale
aim to direct or point
ain to own [Spot is a Dane the dog I ain
air the mixture of gasses around us
ait a little island=islet=isle [stranded on an ait only coconuts I ate
ala a wing [+e=pl
alb a long white garment
ale a fermented drink of soaked grain [any plant rich in starch] embittered by the fruit of the mulberry vine called hops
all the whole amount, every component
alp any high rugged [with many protrusions, uneven] mountain
am have the qualification specified
ama a sea-diver
ana equal quantity of each [av of give], a collection
and also with [examples of several meanings
[I ate a bagel and cheese. and = also with
I watched TV and fell asleep. and = causing the consequence
I watched TV and a movie. and = also with
ane 'gain' one [something alone
ani 'ahnee' a black cuckoo bird
ant a type of insect with castes
any chosen randomly/indiscriminately and without conditions or limits
ape a large tail-less or short-tailed monkey
apt fit or qualified, likely
AR [similar to real word "ess" in dictionary the word of letter shaped "s" also ar is the word for "r" letter in addition to "r" one letter name.]
arc a curve > v to follow a curve
are have the qualification specified
ark something which protects
arm the limb of humans between shoulder and wrist or any similar limb of beings
art a skill
ash a type of tree, solids left from burning [+y =pale
ask say a request
asp a certain small snake
ass a horse-like animal with long ears, a person both stupid and also obstinate
ate placed in the mouth and swallowed
ate 'ah-ti' the recklessness that drives men to ruin
auk a certain black and white seabird
ave 'o' peace [greet or bye
awe the emotion of fear or dread with respect
awl a pointed tool
awn a bristle of some grasses
ax a tool for cutting
axe a tool for cutting [same as ax
ay 'I' yes, i. I feel sorrow
ay 'ay' always
aye 'I' yes, the vote yes
aye 'ay' always
azo 'ayzo' a thing containing Nitrogen
B
list continues at
https://thinkforyourselfn8.blogspot.com/2018/12/vocabulary-aid-for-story.html
here
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
Saturday, December 1, 2018
god made man from "dirt of the ground"? maybe if you ar in pre-school you believe that
logic we observe "born from ma" so logic proves ma from ma continuing mother before... endlessly.
if so why not "ancient human skeletons" before the first mammals? some say animals birthed humans to explain this fact.
but today i heard the transmisson with the true source. it is hard to accept.
some humans (as i wrote before) were brought and i wrote the source already "awxlan" as those who knew preserved the name in aukland and oakland.
++
however also true other humans were birthed by "grown" beings and this idea is easier to think about if you already saw the video "fifth element" when the hand of the burnt body is regrowing the important lady--so here is what happened on this planet called earth: as observed by the being who sent me the message today.
a powerful being i will call him "al" grabbed a certain scoop of DIRT because inside that dirt was the burnt CELLS of a burnt human. this fact indicates that humans had existed before the dirt was scooped and explains why no human skeletons before scorpions because all burnt even bone of humans which existed before he was burnt.
al grew the cell into a man because that cell had chromosomes as you know x+y. from some cells he separated the x twice to grow a female xx... now some of these details do coincide with some details in the bad book of genesis however that book is bad and despite these details matching do not justify preserving the bad book not even as interpreting the dirt as "dirt with burnt" human cells in the silicate dirt. nor pretending dirt and ashes are interchangeable in hebrew nor the idea "first" human in rabbinic writings which ridiculously add water and mud in conflict with the bird story intalmud this was dirt and wrong. we should reject all that. and not accept Genesis because mixes these true details with bad false ideas so book not worth preserving.
this story should replace that bad book genesis and the bad story which mixes true details of "cutting" as cutting from the cells of man 2 x to make the xx from whom humans descended family i must emphasize not "only" from these grown but also brought from awxlaan as i wrote earlier this and that are also true as observed by the beings which sent these messages to me. even religious jews admit "not dirt" literally while religion would require saying "dirt" is true so even they admit bad book but instead certain dirt the one with the burnt cells of a dead man and truth men existed before that story so the word "genesis" false not beginning because humans existed until burnt and ffrom the burnt al regrew male cells xy and from the cells cut out x twice and grew female xx so replace bad book of genesis not worth preserving with this true story and not preserve bad story in genesis nor bad book genesis.
if so why not "ancient human skeletons" before the first mammals? some say animals birthed humans to explain this fact.
but today i heard the transmisson with the true source. it is hard to accept.
some humans (as i wrote before) were brought and i wrote the source already "awxlan" as those who knew preserved the name in aukland and oakland.
++
however also true other humans were birthed by "grown" beings and this idea is easier to think about if you already saw the video "fifth element" when the hand of the burnt body is regrowing the important lady--so here is what happened on this planet called earth: as observed by the being who sent me the message today.
a powerful being i will call him "al" grabbed a certain scoop of DIRT because inside that dirt was the burnt CELLS of a burnt human. this fact indicates that humans had existed before the dirt was scooped and explains why no human skeletons before scorpions because all burnt even bone of humans which existed before he was burnt.
al grew the cell into a man because that cell had chromosomes as you know x+y. from some cells he separated the x twice to grow a female xx... now some of these details do coincide with some details in the bad book of genesis however that book is bad and despite these details matching do not justify preserving the bad book not even as interpreting the dirt as "dirt with burnt" human cells in the silicate dirt. nor pretending dirt and ashes are interchangeable in hebrew nor the idea "first" human in rabbinic writings which ridiculously add water and mud in conflict with the bird story intalmud this was dirt and wrong. we should reject all that. and not accept Genesis because mixes these true details with bad false ideas so book not worth preserving.
this story should replace that bad book genesis and the bad story which mixes true details of "cutting" as cutting from the cells of man 2 x to make the xx from whom humans descended family i must emphasize not "only" from these grown but also brought from awxlaan as i wrote earlier this and that are also true as observed by the beings which sent these messages to me. even religious jews admit "not dirt" literally while religion would require saying "dirt" is true so even they admit bad book but instead certain dirt the one with the burnt cells of a dead man and truth men existed before that story so the word "genesis" false not beginning because humans existed until burnt and ffrom the burnt al regrew male cells xy and from the cells cut out x twice and grew female xx so replace bad book of genesis not worth preserving with this true story and not preserve bad story in genesis nor bad book genesis.
Thursday, November 29, 2018
who agrees? recognition
when a person says "this is mine" to his own benefit each person wants to say that to gain.
how do we get recognition?
the truth is that the Israelites not only lived in the land near the Jordan river [named "israel"=as preserved in the new testament matthew] but they were the only nation that had Jerusalem capitol city. Solomon ruled in Jerusalem and ruled the land before his kingdom was torn into parts.
consider the ottoman empire moved its capitol city but not to Jerusalem. the caliphate in bagdad moved its capital from the old city to … Jerusalem? no way muslims showed with action time after time and caliph after caliph jerusalem was never important to muslims until the jews returned then they want to take from the "beloved" jews.
so who to believe? some Arabic speakers who are truly arab based on the language- say we want Jerusalem as a capital city- yet even if a caliph chose Jerusalem which we see they did not.... Solomon was the capitol city Jerusalem ruling from Jerusalem but maybe the jews mad that up in 1948? too bad the catholics preserved it long before the muslims began.
so we come to agreeing and recognition special NOW the day of recognition for the rest of the day and evening: "this date the United Nations on November 29, 1947, voted to partition land so jew and arab would SHARE land so each has land. the arab representatives opposed sharing despite such solutions in Pakistan. The U.S. and its allies agreed with the Soviets and their allies that this was a good solution so not "only" arab control land but also jew should have some.... much less than half=unfair, but happy for me to have a place to flee from Nazis.... 8 years too late... yay brits... not. bittersweet to remember and celebrate the partial cup "half full".
note: we can remember in abc order the 12 "families with portions" [in contrast to sons ef. like rubin so more than 12]
Asher Benjamin Dan, Efrim Gad Isakar, Juda Mnasa Naftali, Rubin Simon Zebulon
these Israelites lived in Israel long before the religions Christianity and islam began and if you do not believe the jews well other recognized it so accept the truth.
how do we get recognition?
the truth is that the Israelites not only lived in the land near the Jordan river [named "israel"=as preserved in the new testament matthew] but they were the only nation that had Jerusalem capitol city. Solomon ruled in Jerusalem and ruled the land before his kingdom was torn into parts.
consider the ottoman empire moved its capitol city but not to Jerusalem. the caliphate in bagdad moved its capital from the old city to … Jerusalem? no way muslims showed with action time after time and caliph after caliph jerusalem was never important to muslims until the jews returned then they want to take from the "beloved" jews.
so who to believe? some Arabic speakers who are truly arab based on the language- say we want Jerusalem as a capital city- yet even if a caliph chose Jerusalem which we see they did not.... Solomon was the capitol city Jerusalem ruling from Jerusalem but maybe the jews mad that up in 1948? too bad the catholics preserved it long before the muslims began.
so we come to agreeing and recognition special NOW the day of recognition for the rest of the day and evening: "this date the United Nations on November 29, 1947, voted to partition land so jew and arab would SHARE land so each has land. the arab representatives opposed sharing despite such solutions in Pakistan. The U.S. and its allies agreed with the Soviets and their allies that this was a good solution so not "only" arab control land but also jew should have some.... much less than half=unfair, but happy for me to have a place to flee from Nazis.... 8 years too late... yay brits... not. bittersweet to remember and celebrate the partial cup "half full".
note: we can remember in abc order the 12 "families with portions" [in contrast to sons ef. like rubin so more than 12]
Asher Benjamin Dan, Efrim Gad Isakar, Juda Mnasa Naftali, Rubin Simon Zebulon
these Israelites lived in Israel long before the religions Christianity and islam began and if you do not believe the jews well other recognized it so accept the truth.
Wednesday, November 28, 2018
a powerful sad song
note this song makes me cry so let the tears flow.
intro. this is a song inspired by end song in chinese video about depressed people and suicide hotline who themselves in the end suicide self. if find melody, these adjusted lyrics words match melody or simply loose rhyme
intro. this is a song inspired by end song in chinese video about depressed people and suicide hotline who themselves in the end suicide self. if find melody, these adjusted lyrics words match melody or simply loose rhyme
1 very slow: "is life only,, a series of struggles
is courage only,, for our worried souls?
+slow pace "all walking this path of no-return
as our fates OCCUR-
faced-with endless, troubles and doubts-
we struggle more and MORE.
2 high part [from Chinese song] "in a life- of dark and light
who knows my worries?
in a life- of fast and SLOW,
who hears my cry?
[again high] "in a life- of ups and downs-
who knows my worries?
in a life, of stop and GO
who? [rising tone] understands... to help me.
note: the melody alone makes me cry and the words so powerful.
is courage only,, for our worried souls?
+slow pace "all walking this path of no-return
as our fates OCCUR-
faced-with endless, troubles and doubts-
we struggle more and MORE.
2 high part [from Chinese song] "in a life- of dark and light
who knows my worries?
in a life- of fast and SLOW,
who hears my cry?
[again high] "in a life- of ups and downs-
who knows my worries?
in a life, of stop and GO
who? [rising tone] understands... to help me.
note: the melody alone makes me cry and the words so powerful.
parts for next
first
modern hebrew
teaching vovel marks despite not printing dots for adults beginners can learn and learn words to prepare
from simple in groups group single dots together in first two:
1 one dot above letter vowel "go" +group with "dot over line |" same "plus with colon +:" same sound in modern hebrew=go however rabbi say read bible=ancient hebrew same yet wrong as josepus preservd omicron like vowel in "soft=raw" noe=naw+eh and other 2 sounds i heard also wrong
2 one dot under vowel "bee" in modern h. but ancient not preserved so same.
3 a pair under has 2 shapes if horizontal .. then vowel "bay" in MH. but ancient h. as josepus preserved "bed" sadly he only preserved one name as he specified.
if vertical like colon : marks no vowel like zero vowel so only letter. matches ancient that did not mark this shape
4 only in MH group of "3 in triangle form"=vowel "bed" but ancient h. sounded "ah" for the letters with this mark. instead the sound was with ".." as preserved and as above. if : added then faster shorter sound but israelis say fast even without : end.
5 group of 3 in diagonal vowel "boot=grew" same group line with dot near middle |
6 MH plus + or - or - with : colon all same "ah" vowel "pop=father" also ancient hebrew preserved this sound for plus however even +: which today is changed.
endnote: the line was once pronounced like vowel "bee=be=he" as preserved in hebrew genesis which as a book should not be preserved except this quote here preserves with warning bad book only this detail worth preserving pnee-el sound with line | or without.
RECIPE
for november 21 anchored unmoving one month before the longest night an event in nature
note if miss then makeup the evening of the longest night in nature called December 21
BAKED because oil fattening so health to bake on oil instead of fry in oil. anyway oil not important in ancient jewish nor should it be now except to cause obesity which is bad.
need oven and grater and "baking paper" also ricotta soft cheese eggs vej-s oil
choose spices you enjoy cinamon or salt and black pepper or kamon or korkum?
per person 1 small potato 150 gram (or larger potato more portions)GRATED
sweet potato half around 300 gram
one carrot 100 gram
one small onion 100g
one fresh egg
1/2 cup (0.5) ricotta cheese around 50 gram
GRATE all vej-s and squeeze between absorbant paper towels
PREPARE OVEN 200 degrees centigrade pre-heat while:
MIX with other items and shape 5 centimeter or 2 inch diameter
oil the baking-paper "parchment" place the flat disks on it then on tray in oven
BAKE 12-15 minutes enuf
note: this improves modern hanuka by shifting to firm time in nature and removing fried potato
it improves ancient hanuka which did not have oily food neither 500 years ago nor earlier while fixing the date by linking to nature one month before shortest night instead of silly calendar.
song inspired by end song in chinese video about depressed people and suicide hotline who themselves in the end suicide self. if find melody, these adjusted lyrics words match melody or simply rhyme
1 very slow
"is life only a series of struggles
is courage only - for our worried souls?
+slow pace "all walking this path of no-return
as our fates occur-
faced-with endless, troubles and doubts-
we struggle more and more
2 high part [from chinese] "in a life- of dark and light
who knows my worries?
in a life- of fast and SLOW,
who hears my cry?
[again high] "in a life- of ups and downs-
who knows my worries?
in a life, of stop and GO
who? [rising tone] understands... to help me.
note: the melody alone makes me cry and the words so powerful.
modern hebrew
teaching vovel marks despite not printing dots for adults beginners can learn and learn words to prepare
from simple in groups group single dots together in first two:
1 one dot above letter vowel "go" +group with "dot over line |" same "plus with colon +:" same sound in modern hebrew=go however rabbi say read bible=ancient hebrew same yet wrong as josepus preservd omicron like vowel in "soft=raw" noe=naw+eh and other 2 sounds i heard also wrong
2 one dot under vowel "bee" in modern h. but ancient not preserved so same.
3 a pair under has 2 shapes if horizontal .. then vowel "bay" in MH. but ancient h. as josepus preserved "bed" sadly he only preserved one name as he specified.
if vertical like colon : marks no vowel like zero vowel so only letter. matches ancient that did not mark this shape
4 only in MH group of "3 in triangle form"=vowel "bed" but ancient h. sounded "ah" for the letters with this mark. instead the sound was with ".." as preserved and as above. if : added then faster shorter sound but israelis say fast even without : end.
5 group of 3 in diagonal vowel "boot=grew" same group line with dot near middle |
6 MH plus + or - or - with : colon all same "ah" vowel "pop=father" also ancient hebrew preserved this sound for plus however even +: which today is changed.
endnote: the line was once pronounced like vowel "bee=be=he" as preserved in hebrew genesis which as a book should not be preserved except this quote here preserves with warning bad book only this detail worth preserving pnee-el sound with line | or without.
RECIPE
for november 21 anchored unmoving one month before the longest night an event in nature
note if miss then makeup the evening of the longest night in nature called December 21
BAKED because oil fattening so health to bake on oil instead of fry in oil. anyway oil not important in ancient jewish nor should it be now except to cause obesity which is bad.
need oven and grater and "baking paper" also ricotta soft cheese eggs vej-s oil
choose spices you enjoy cinamon or salt and black pepper or kamon or korkum?
per person 1 small potato 150 gram (or larger potato more portions)GRATED
sweet potato half around 300 gram
one carrot 100 gram
one small onion 100g
one fresh egg
1/2 cup (0.5) ricotta cheese around 50 gram
GRATE all vej-s and squeeze between absorbant paper towels
PREPARE OVEN 200 degrees centigrade pre-heat while:
MIX with other items and shape 5 centimeter or 2 inch diameter
oil the baking-paper "parchment" place the flat disks on it then on tray in oven
BAKE 12-15 minutes enuf
note: this improves modern hanuka by shifting to firm time in nature and removing fried potato
it improves ancient hanuka which did not have oily food neither 500 years ago nor earlier while fixing the date by linking to nature one month before shortest night instead of silly calendar.
song inspired by end song in chinese video about depressed people and suicide hotline who themselves in the end suicide self. if find melody, these adjusted lyrics words match melody or simply rhyme
1 very slow
"is life only a series of struggles
is courage only - for our worried souls?
+slow pace "all walking this path of no-return
as our fates occur-
faced-with endless, troubles and doubts-
we struggle more and more
2 high part [from chinese] "in a life- of dark and light
who knows my worries?
in a life- of fast and SLOW,
who hears my cry?
[again high] "in a life- of ups and downs-
who knows my worries?
in a life, of stop and GO
who? [rising tone] understands... to help me.
note: the melody alone makes me cry and the words so powerful.
only a foolish man gets married- explained
why only a fool would "enter" join a marriage-bond
trust me i tried it... and even tested my theory on single women... only a fool enters a contract of marriage and the bigger fool gets married without protecting money
first the women are granted encouragement to be mean because if they are mean to the man, then they will be REWARDED with money which they want... to buy more shoes.
but a more basic problem is the terrible-triangle
1 instead of slapping your wife- only negotiate
2 women know all the tricks NOT to negotiate
3 that leaves by deduction... only slapping... so muslim culture wins and for the same reason we cannot get married.
and since i lack the freedom to "say" this at all or at least uninterrupted i must warn foolish men in my blog and say a different answer to interviewers "oh i am not married because i am a zero."
haha
Friday, November 23, 2018
dear diary age 21
dear diary
in the spring of year 1996, i traveld when my parents had generously bought me a plane ticket. i flew to israel and shared a van to jerusalem. i studied at a rabbinic school in jerusalem. the dorm was very stingy with 8 beds meaning four bunk-beds which each with two levels in each narrow room. i made the effort to discover also secular colleges in jerusalem used bunk beds for college age students which is disgusting to make a man or woman age 18 climb up and also stingy. is that how bachelor students are housed in your country? in any bachelor degree? or associate degree?
anyway my first night there was saved by a yung man who showed me how to get in from the correct entrance. see that wouldv been a disaster standing at the wrong locked door all night and probably getting robbed same as every country.
so he directed me to the correct entrance and warned me that the mountain of jerusalem is VERY cold in the morning so that was helpful. sadly he was correct and despite having a blanket in the morning i was soon sick with a harsh cough but luckily no fever.
before i was sick, the lunches were much better quality than those served in the stingy college in america. however the problem was we sat at tables with 4 chairs yet the plate was served with FIVE pieces of chicken that is very un-american and stupid- what idiot decided to serve 4 people the wrong number of chicken fillets- and imagine the fighting this could cause. my desire to meet the locals caused me to sit at the table with israelis... and as is common from the stories we see in videos and television, the students lied that the seat was reserved. i lied too- that i would just sit until the usual guy came... and as i expected nobody came.
i jamd my fork into the plate "snaring" one piece of chicken fillet. the students protested so i bit and garbled in broken hebrew that now that i bit it is too late. so they cussed at americans angrily with mean faces. i watched to see which jerk would take 2... meaning the fifth piece. when he did i attacked in broken hebrew words "you cant take 2- is more than the other people" but the others said he should get it because- his father was a rabbi- gasp! they consented so i was equal to 2 of them.
i only sipped a bit of the drink [water with syrup flavor] because i had been warned the water in jerusalem often makes americans sick with diaria because it is very different and i guess the cause is the dissolved rocky minerals which is not common in american water. probably not dirty virusses which cause illnesses in "developing" countries which means dirty and not yet developed.
after the meal i went to the principal to complain that tables with four should be served exactly four servings because it would cause fights.
the principal said "just take turns each day who gets the extra piece" and he was surprised a complaint about too much! so i told him that is not what happens instead people think the rabbis son should get the extra piece... but he was stubborn and i felt "as long as nobody bleeds, i am still equal to most kids."
yet the next day, i sat at the same table and again they protested. i said "i sat yesterday and yesterday nobody came" then i SPEARED two fillets of chicken and they hollered in protest... haha i said in broken hebrew:
"now it is my turn. yesterday he got two and today i got 2"
quickly i licked them both with my tongue so they woudnot take them from me... they were so furious they left the table without taking food and went to complain to the principal that the "unfair american took 2" obviously i knew he was aware that one of them had taken 2 already.
with nobody sitting at the table i greedily took a third from the serving plate!! 2 remained but my stomach should only eat 3 chicken fillets not more.
day 3 they were prepared 4 sat at that table even before class ended so i could not sit with them althoe that day i planned only take one because after i had MY TURN to get two.
by the third day i was adjusting to the time zone and jet lag but that was when my cough arrived and i felt horrible laying in bed coughing for 2 weeks. one of my study partners brought me meals.
finally the spring warmed and a new problem came.
after eating the chicken lunch i felt HUNGRY- that was crazy considering i had eaten a meal with chicken, at first i bought cookies as a snack but by the third day of eating cookies after lunch, i realized something was wrong with my body.
sadly only years later i would learn that my body SENT The WRONG SIGNAL hunger feeling when truly thirsty for water. digestion needs water so good to drink and rabbi maimonides that said not to drink water at the enmd of a meal is bad but the truth is we need extra water to digest= silly rabbi. but that year i didnt know.
so i would eat the chicken and an hour later feel hungry in my stomach so i walked the neighborhood in search of a snack shop and found the pizza shop. but they did not allow paying with dollars so i returned to the dorm and just ate cookies again. then i learnt that a nebbor changed dollars so instead of going to the bank [probably black market illegal so no name.] i returned to the pizza shop after i felt hungry, despite the chicken lunch, and bought two slices of pizza and i "saw that it was good" despite breaking the religious law of waiting between chicken and cheese i was just so hungry i succumbed to temptation and sinned against the rabbis rules.
i would not buy yogurt because that was this same sin but i did buy and eat pizza.. whatever.
well since i was consistenty walking there at lunch time within one week soon the "the daughters of jerusalem" noticed my walking there every day and one young lady approached to ask why i do not eat in the school.
i said that i did eat chicken but i felt hungry anyway. she was delighted and said "you are just the rule-breaker i am looking for because i am very []" censored for what we call horny... she said forget the pizza come to my apartment and i will give you vejtibil soup in exchange for you satisfying my desire.
i was scared her parents would be mad like the parents in america whose daughter i had impregnated secretly [but they discovered when she swelled with pregnancy] this girl named sara [fake name] assured me her dad was at the school for the college degree studies and her mom was at work earning money. based on past experience i knew to shave betwen my legs so asked if she had the machine electric razor. she was scared to use it so that day we simply ate soup and i used my pointing finger and after a minute switched to thumb to rub inside her lady-hole. i was surprised the process took almost ten minutes becase i knew i reach orgasm barely 2 minutes. when she reached orgasm she said "now it is your turn." yay a fair deal.
she used the electric haircut machine on my stomak and between legs and i almost "sprayed" just from that. then she spread a towel over my exposed male-finger to cover it and absorb the male-milk as expected. she climbed on the towel while wearing her dress then she moved in a circle with her weight on the male fnger and that was great i was "milked" in barely 30 seconds. then she announced we are even but you better come tomoro... so that was the beginning of my lunch break fun around 3 times per week. she also invited her 2 struggling friends. it seemed their whole class was "frigid" while these felt the urge of ALL 30. they taught me that condoms were better than pills for pregnancy and each supplied the condom on the day they wanted which was only once a week! once "sara" was satisfied she was not in the mood for a week so vered had a day and same pattern week so daniella next it seemed nature built a man to bde with more than one wife together between saras days were days for rthe other two. so very different were these horny girls miles away from my frigid wife just 2 years later. i must admit when i needed this "therapy" treatment the most- meaning those years i had it... in contrast around age 24 my urges were much less frequent barely once a week. then it was still too much for the frigid witch i was stuck with in marriage i mean she even refused to drink wine to relax... therefore like the holy jacob of the holy bible i continued to visit sara when my wife pushed me away as below. she liked me mostly because they knew i did not "stick" to the religious rule of "cheese apart from meat" and that i would not confess that i did sins and we would have a secret.
when my wife was frigid i would travel the next morning and lie to sara that i was still single while justifying in my mind that the "holy righteous jacob" had 4 wives so i could sleep with 4 too... especialy since i did not sleep with the witch whom i was married to so less than 4.
this friendship lasted until around year 2003 when i decided to divorce and neede to avoid suspicion.
to be continued.
in the spring of year 1996, i traveld when my parents had generously bought me a plane ticket. i flew to israel and shared a van to jerusalem. i studied at a rabbinic school in jerusalem. the dorm was very stingy with 8 beds meaning four bunk-beds which each with two levels in each narrow room. i made the effort to discover also secular colleges in jerusalem used bunk beds for college age students which is disgusting to make a man or woman age 18 climb up and also stingy. is that how bachelor students are housed in your country? in any bachelor degree? or associate degree?
anyway my first night there was saved by a yung man who showed me how to get in from the correct entrance. see that wouldv been a disaster standing at the wrong locked door all night and probably getting robbed same as every country.
so he directed me to the correct entrance and warned me that the mountain of jerusalem is VERY cold in the morning so that was helpful. sadly he was correct and despite having a blanket in the morning i was soon sick with a harsh cough but luckily no fever.
before i was sick, the lunches were much better quality than those served in the stingy college in america. however the problem was we sat at tables with 4 chairs yet the plate was served with FIVE pieces of chicken that is very un-american and stupid- what idiot decided to serve 4 people the wrong number of chicken fillets- and imagine the fighting this could cause. my desire to meet the locals caused me to sit at the table with israelis... and as is common from the stories we see in videos and television, the students lied that the seat was reserved. i lied too- that i would just sit until the usual guy came... and as i expected nobody came.
i jamd my fork into the plate "snaring" one piece of chicken fillet. the students protested so i bit and garbled in broken hebrew that now that i bit it is too late. so they cussed at americans angrily with mean faces. i watched to see which jerk would take 2... meaning the fifth piece. when he did i attacked in broken hebrew words "you cant take 2- is more than the other people" but the others said he should get it because- his father was a rabbi- gasp! they consented so i was equal to 2 of them.
i only sipped a bit of the drink [water with syrup flavor] because i had been warned the water in jerusalem often makes americans sick with diaria because it is very different and i guess the cause is the dissolved rocky minerals which is not common in american water. probably not dirty virusses which cause illnesses in "developing" countries which means dirty and not yet developed.
after the meal i went to the principal to complain that tables with four should be served exactly four servings because it would cause fights.
the principal said "just take turns each day who gets the extra piece" and he was surprised a complaint about too much! so i told him that is not what happens instead people think the rabbis son should get the extra piece... but he was stubborn and i felt "as long as nobody bleeds, i am still equal to most kids."
yet the next day, i sat at the same table and again they protested. i said "i sat yesterday and yesterday nobody came" then i SPEARED two fillets of chicken and they hollered in protest... haha i said in broken hebrew:
"now it is my turn. yesterday he got two and today i got 2"
quickly i licked them both with my tongue so they woudnot take them from me... they were so furious they left the table without taking food and went to complain to the principal that the "unfair american took 2" obviously i knew he was aware that one of them had taken 2 already.
with nobody sitting at the table i greedily took a third from the serving plate!! 2 remained but my stomach should only eat 3 chicken fillets not more.
day 3 they were prepared 4 sat at that table even before class ended so i could not sit with them althoe that day i planned only take one because after i had MY TURN to get two.
by the third day i was adjusting to the time zone and jet lag but that was when my cough arrived and i felt horrible laying in bed coughing for 2 weeks. one of my study partners brought me meals.
finally the spring warmed and a new problem came.
after eating the chicken lunch i felt HUNGRY- that was crazy considering i had eaten a meal with chicken, at first i bought cookies as a snack but by the third day of eating cookies after lunch, i realized something was wrong with my body.
sadly only years later i would learn that my body SENT The WRONG SIGNAL hunger feeling when truly thirsty for water. digestion needs water so good to drink and rabbi maimonides that said not to drink water at the enmd of a meal is bad but the truth is we need extra water to digest= silly rabbi. but that year i didnt know.
so i would eat the chicken and an hour later feel hungry in my stomach so i walked the neighborhood in search of a snack shop and found the pizza shop. but they did not allow paying with dollars so i returned to the dorm and just ate cookies again. then i learnt that a nebbor changed dollars so instead of going to the bank [probably black market illegal so no name.] i returned to the pizza shop after i felt hungry, despite the chicken lunch, and bought two slices of pizza and i "saw that it was good" despite breaking the religious law of waiting between chicken and cheese i was just so hungry i succumbed to temptation and sinned against the rabbis rules.
i would not buy yogurt because that was this same sin but i did buy and eat pizza.. whatever.
well since i was consistenty walking there at lunch time within one week soon the "the daughters of jerusalem" noticed my walking there every day and one young lady approached to ask why i do not eat in the school.
i said that i did eat chicken but i felt hungry anyway. she was delighted and said "you are just the rule-breaker i am looking for because i am very []" censored for what we call horny... she said forget the pizza come to my apartment and i will give you vejtibil soup in exchange for you satisfying my desire.
i was scared her parents would be mad like the parents in america whose daughter i had impregnated secretly [but they discovered when she swelled with pregnancy] this girl named sara [fake name] assured me her dad was at the school for the college degree studies and her mom was at work earning money. based on past experience i knew to shave betwen my legs so asked if she had the machine electric razor. she was scared to use it so that day we simply ate soup and i used my pointing finger and after a minute switched to thumb to rub inside her lady-hole. i was surprised the process took almost ten minutes becase i knew i reach orgasm barely 2 minutes. when she reached orgasm she said "now it is your turn." yay a fair deal.
she used the electric haircut machine on my stomak and between legs and i almost "sprayed" just from that. then she spread a towel over my exposed male-finger to cover it and absorb the male-milk as expected. she climbed on the towel while wearing her dress then she moved in a circle with her weight on the male fnger and that was great i was "milked" in barely 30 seconds. then she announced we are even but you better come tomoro... so that was the beginning of my lunch break fun around 3 times per week. she also invited her 2 struggling friends. it seemed their whole class was "frigid" while these felt the urge of ALL 30. they taught me that condoms were better than pills for pregnancy and each supplied the condom on the day they wanted which was only once a week! once "sara" was satisfied she was not in the mood for a week so vered had a day and same pattern week so daniella next it seemed nature built a man to bde with more than one wife together between saras days were days for rthe other two. so very different were these horny girls miles away from my frigid wife just 2 years later. i must admit when i needed this "therapy" treatment the most- meaning those years i had it... in contrast around age 24 my urges were much less frequent barely once a week. then it was still too much for the frigid witch i was stuck with in marriage i mean she even refused to drink wine to relax... therefore like the holy jacob of the holy bible i continued to visit sara when my wife pushed me away as below. she liked me mostly because they knew i did not "stick" to the religious rule of "cheese apart from meat" and that i would not confess that i did sins and we would have a secret.
when my wife was frigid i would travel the next morning and lie to sara that i was still single while justifying in my mind that the "holy righteous jacob" had 4 wives so i could sleep with 4 too... especialy since i did not sleep with the witch whom i was married to so less than 4.
this friendship lasted until around year 2003 when i decided to divorce and neede to avoid suspicion.
to be continued.
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