Monday, March 14, 2022

world peace and world hunger

world peace and world hunger
at beauty pageants the pretty lady always tries to get favor by mentioning world peace. too dumb to know the complexity and that some wars seem justified to the fighters.
the conflicts affect hunger and the war leaders control the resources for themselves and those loyal to them as demonstrated in the fictional mogidisho video black hawk down. sending food will not help the "undernourished" in a war zone where they cant distribute nor want to distribute it.
even the term undernourished is vague enough to exagerate the problem unjustly for example if the recommended daily amount of a certain vitamin is one gram then 80% or 90% is included in "truly undernourished" despite near and not a real danger nor tragedy.
worse is the "physical affect" described "stunted growth". why? firstly that relates to skeleton and calcium not to general nourishment. more importantly is the location! when an ethnicity two meter tall is "stunted" they only 1.8 meters they are still taller than eurasian humans!! that is not a tragedy.
finally the three worst "hunger" places are not defined by hunger! but as above by "undernourished" to include near and non danger hunger and inaccyrately swell the "apparent tragedy". worse those three places are all WAR zones as above sending food would not help anyway. and which side should outsiders take so one side should win quicker? other nations should not get involved and the conflit is the cause of the undernourish and stunted growth, in "central afrcan republic" where the ethnicity is far taller than eurasian like basketball players and stunted is still taller than well fed eurasians.
same for somalia and yemen which are war zones.
the less tragic hunger zones are also relatively few such as 25% of tiny sierra leon or islanad haiti that affects few people. using percentage is counterproductive because it is a "large percent of a small population" which is few people and not a severe tragedy only misleading numbers.
finally we have the idea of avengers endgame 2019, when thanos killed half the people, imagine the RELIEF in cebtral african republic, with families only 3 people the food was finally enough.
in the cities of china with ten million people each suddenly 5 million survivors had enough food! in western countries the demand for dairy dropped by half of the consumers so they LOWERED prices to sell the yogurt and milk before it rotted... until the "heroic avengers" reversed the "snap" then the hundreds of crowded cities in asia india china and southeast asia were again crowded and hungry... that is not a hero.
admittedly once they reversed the snap they did not care if he would steal the gems and will had stolen them once they did the future solution but consider the relief of thanos mass murder in most cities and even paris price relief! all ruined by saving lives and returning people to suffering and hunger in crowded cities as above. 
clearly world hunger is affected by war zones and conflict which are places the rich outsiders "ought not" take sides to favor either side and interfering would be wrong... so the issue of hunger cannot be justly discussed in any of the war zones instead skip over the "undernourished" hungry in c.a.r. and yemen and somalia and find a hunger where the war and conflict and war leaders do not interfere with food but NONE REMAIN there isno hungry place... nad certainly not "world" hunger when most of eurasia area and both americas have plenty of food. and africa is not "food hungry" but a war zone as the song sang they are "rioting in africa" and if those tall people are stunted they are STILL TALLER than eurasian so that is not any real tragedy. consider this!

Thursday, March 10, 2022

mimic star trek cool dates

mimic star trek cool dates
in the original "star trek" the authors indicated two different systems while the crew dated both common "hours" and "quarter years" as well as the "star date" which had two different computations.
one fan carefully calculated new years as i will quote below indicating a system of "seven units" per day. this leads to the year "2268 new at 3211.7" and its 365 days times 7 units were counte 3211 until 5784, 2573 units. if so the system started in year 2265 which we can mimic. ALSO in the first season carbomite shown "18 hours motionless" with no "warp" of neither time nor speed, was almost two units indicating two per twenty two hours.
therefore we can mimic both systems in the beginning of the "decade" starting at year 1966 first year of series 2016 and 2026 to mimic the "later system" of 7 per day for example: january 1, 2026, 3pm star date 0001.1 and for tenth, nine full 9*7=0063+1 each 3 hours  from noon so an afternoon birthday party can estimate 4pm 0064.1 and similarly during the first years mimic one of their systems of seven per day.
however the other system is also "star trek" therefore after three years switch for the following years the decade 2019 until 2026 and 2029 until the decade ends in addition to mimic the seven per day near zero, also the original system of two per day. we can estimate 730 per year: january 10, 2019 despite "conflicting inconsistency" still mimics the original star trek systems, less thousands see below, despite a month earlier mimicing the "accelerated system" since both are the original star trek dating system therefore we should mimic both as above and since we can compute the system started 365 around four years in the original system so year four is the decade cycle for starting other system both can be used since both 2 per day and seven per day are original therefore we should mimic both and as above near year four and five the "seven per day" to seem like cool big numbers and in the sixth year mimic the other for estimating star dates as above.
APPLICATION
date star
i suggest ten year cycles starting from the first year of the series 1966 so starting 2016, and 2026, january 1 afternoon 0005.1 
january 2, 3pm, stardates 7.2 per day according to one calculation so for near zero estimate 7 per day 0012.1
july 1, 3pm 1272.1
dec. 31, 2018, 2028 date 7670.1 then switch for four digit to canon two per day in episode carbomite manouver but not near zero.
january 1, 2019, 3pm date 2191.2 AS ABOVE.
jan. 2, 3pm 2193.2
july 1, 3pm 2556.2
jan. 1, 2023, date 5111.2 estimating 2 per day from the fourth year at 2191 as above.
sources: canon episode carbomite specified "18 hours motionless" was 1.6 units of stardate so each unit is around 11 hours so mimic is estimating two per day.
also fans calculated 7 per day so the biginning of a decade has big numbers too. "thanksgiving in charlie x" must be november 2265 since after  jourmey babel in october 2265 therefore the "five year mission" which cannot be 2 per year in season three dates must have been november 2265 not 2266. therefore we can estimate seven per day "2635 stardates pey year" and "quarterly checkups at around 800 stardate units. 
since both systems are in the original series we ought to mimic both and as above in the beginning of the decade from year four the larger number to seem cool thousands quickly, like year 2268 from 3211-5784, while mimicing the original original for the second half of the decade until year four as above.

my summary and fan faction, potter book 5

potter book 5, 2003, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
my summary and fan faction
NOTE: althoe in general her story is good i ADD fan fiction for example we only know from sirius that the minister of magic is paranoid  but i ADD a new version in addition to her good ideas.
Chapter 1,  Dudley Demented; Dudley and harry ran from dementors. harry found dudly getting attacked and did not hesitate to save him. [make him human! he should hesitate but later do the right thing.] Mrs. Figg saw. 2,  A Peck of Owls; Harry heard Aunt Petunia reveal she knew about the Wizarding world. Dumbledore delayed Harry's punishment.
fan fiction: despite harry truly said mean words to dudley, in fan fiction harry is a good guy who will KILL an evil wizard. PARALLEL Fan fiction: Harry heard that cedric died during the tri-wizard competition. he realizes his catholic religion is fake, god is a fraud or the prophets are frauds claiming a non existent "merciful" god who "despite all powerful" as the prophets claimed, did not save cedric. for him only jesus remains real but he is up in heaven on the "right hand" of a weak god. he only agrees with hermione that jesus died for sins but not the rest of those religious books. he decided to leave catholic school and return to hogwarts by rejecting the books that forbid wizardry due to fraudulent prophets.
during summer vacation, harry delivered newspapers. his first weekly salary went to his plan to have enough muggle money to purchase a small film camera. he wants justice against his bully cousin dudley. from a distance he followed dudley to the public park. when dudley hits the younger kids harry photographed the fight with many photos. he ran to develop the film but must wait three days until the pictures are ready. [remember those days? bitter but sweeter?] harry went to the local school board to demand discipline. before he can show the photos they reject his accusations, "dudley is flawless and his father is a great donor to the schools programs" confessing the connection.
harry then went to the local police. he said, "usualy tattling is bad but for hitting you must punish the bully."
"words are nothing," responded the cop, "everybody lies. criminals deny the crime they truly did and enemies accuse falsely." harry showed the cop the pictures. immediately, the cop radiod a team to arrest dudley and put him and his gang in juvi like juvinile punishment. harry has saved the younger students. instead of uncle hissing "justice" harry thanked the cop for justice. at home harry does chores and LACKS interest in the muggle news. THE NEXT WEEK, while dudly is in juvi ONE dementor attacked harry. it occurred when harry was returning from the paper route. suddenly the sky clouded and the wind blew coldly during summer. one dementor flew down toward harry as he was nearing home at the end of the dawn paper route. harry did not have his wand! he was chased home and jumped in by an open window. the d' followed from behind so he could not get harry's face yet. uncle vernon was shaving before work. petunia was in the den and screeched in horror "not again!!"
harry ran up the steps followed by the dark dementor. vernon heard her screech and came with his electric shaver cord hanging like a tail. he watched harry do the petronus he had read about. a natural wizard he succeeded the FIRST time. [in contrast to book 3]. vernon stammered "y-y-you di-di-di-dint do ANYTHING!!" he fled away to the bathroom and finished shaving.
harry went down and saw aunt petunia crying.she revealed that she had been trying to deceive harry but she knew all about her sister. she thanked harry for using magic to chase away the dementor that she knew about and its species name. she made pancakes for harry for the first time ever. when they noticed vernon did not come down for meal, petunia sent harry to call him for breakfast. harry saw him on the floor shaver still buzzing and dead from the dementor who must have returned when harry thought he had chased it away. 
harry knew he should feel sad for somebody's death... especialy the horrid death by dementor but he could not help smiling that he free from mean vernon. he covered his human smile with his hand and tried to stifle his joy. 
finally he controlled his emotions and walked down the steps pretending to be sad. "tragedy, it killed your husband" he acted sadly. petunia smiled and opened her eyes wide. she said "i tried to divorce him when i was pregnant with dudley but our catholic priest said "til death do you part." finally i am free. harry pointed out for the funural we must pretend.
she argued "no funeral for that mean man." she started digging during the day and at night she dumped the body deep underground and sprinkled much powdered chemical.then she spent the night digging more dort to fill the hole. the next morning she told her friends that he went on a long business trip. [credit american psyco].
the day before the train to school, a group of ministry of magic enforcers came to harry's home at dawn. harry was already riding a bike on the paper delivery. they waited for his return and told aunt petunia they came to arrest harry for using magic. they demanded they let them into his room to destroy his wand.
the fact was now harry carried the wand so they did not find it and petunia had time to explain that he was defending himself from a dementor. they believed her and returned to the ministry.
there the minister of magic was talking with a death eater named edward egmin. the minister said, "if we work together we can increase my power as minister of magic." they planned together how to increase the influence of the ministry in exchange for favors.
when the enforcers returned and explained the dementor had attacked so harry was using self defense the minister denied that was possible. edward urged him, "this is our chance!" 
"get out!" fudge bellowed. he had a different plan to use muggle techniques to increase his power.
chapter 2 fudge ignored the report and personaly sent a message to harry, "your application was rejected due to using magic away from school." dumbledor convinced other members to overrule the minister and CANCEL any punishment. THIS succeeded therefore this caused minister fudge to interfere at the school and increase his influence thru interference at hogwarts. he misused his authority to "plant" a new secretary as the new teacher of defense against dark arts. we see him telling her "i want edward to succeed so the kids must not no how to use spells." she agrees to only teach theory and to deter any practice as long as he will give her support and added authority.
Chapter 3 ,  The Advance Guard
 The Advance Guard;  [not rescued, petunia allowed him to stay] Remus Lupin and Alastor “Mad Eye” Moody led Harry to the secret headquarters of the mysterious "order."
fan fiction: hogwarts professors came to harry to explain the danger. an evil wizard was angry: he wanted to be on winning side. they explained that when harry avenged parents, when v' attached to quirl, and v' imprisoned in mirror that ruined edwards hope. meanwhile the great and evil edward, who had defeated other wizards, dueld dumbledore until ed fled.
Chapter 4 ,  Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place; Harry reunited with Hermione and ron who were in the Order of the Phoenix. he felt happy to see Sirius Black.
fan fiction: harry told ron he regretted punishing v' for murdering his parents. ron said must stop v' so dum' was correct to imprison. black said "i was in prison and some dangerous ones must be killed before they escape. some distract the dementors while sirius as a dog RE-ENTERED azkaban and one by one executed the dangerous prisoners in the high security section while they are vulnerable not for honor but to prevent them murdering if they escape. just in time when the prison exploded the FOLLOWING day the high security has only corpses. nobody escaped except two witches from the regular prison who were less dangerous but had used avada kadabra.
after the escape the ministry admits it was wrong to rely on imprisonmment seeing two escaped so they execute 7/10 of the remaining prisoners. the witches attacked the ministry led by malfoy. harry went with monny to defend the ministry. he disarmed mr. malfoy.  a witch disarmed harry and stole his wand. moony chased away the two witches. an ambush caught them and returned harry his wand. harry agreed to fight due to the murderous dark wizards and anyway he stopped believing in the religious books that forbade wizardry. he pursuaded hermione despite her belief in the book to make an exception when people were getting murdered by edwards followers, who was mad about harry defeating voldemort in the chamber of the sorceror stone.
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Chapter 5 ,  The Order of the Phoenix; Harry learns of Sirius Black’s family background.

endgame 2019

endgame 2019
part one: in spring of 2018, on HAWKEYE's farm, he and his daughter were practicing archery. Suddenly, she vanished. the rest of his family disintegrated... due to Thanos, using the six gems to mass murder half of all life in that universe. [in comic his plan to destroy all stars was thwarted so now killed half so the remaining half will have enough resources.]
by planet Titan [the extinct home world of thanos, who was its only surviver], Ironman and Nebula were stranded in the lethal vacuum of space. CAPTAIN MARVEL returned them to Earth where they reunited with the Avengers team: black widow, Bruce Banner [hulk potential], cap' america, Rocket, and Thor. They want to use the Infinity Stones to reverse the mass murder ergo they must steal them from Thanos. when they find him, he revealed that he had used the gems to destroy themselves. the avengers are powerless... so Thor killed Thanos.
five years of chaos passed until 2023 in that universe. Antman arrived from the quantum realm. he was surprised that his daughter Cassie was a teenager. he learned that thanos mass murdered half of the people, claiming that the remaining half will now have enough resources.  cap'Am' has been counseling survivors for grief of the loss of beloved relatives. Antman explained to b.w. and c.a. that while five years passed for them, only five hours passed for him in the quantum realm.  They go to Stark, now a father, and explain that the quantum realm can be used to go earlier to steal the Infinity Stones. Stark argued that changing the past risks his family and his personal peace. however the memory of spiderman, now dead, motivated ironman to test theoretical models, using antman's quantum tunnel. eventually he found one that can help.
b.w. went to find hawkeye. he was grieving the loss of his family, and was now "Ronin". [OMG the editers called "mass murder" that "half vanished" while assassinating criminals is "brutally massacring" as if worse to kill wicked]  assassinating "criminal cartels and gangs" to protect the remaining survivors from crime. she finds him in Japan. after arguments, when she gave hope to revive his family, he rejoins the avengers. Banner and Rocket go to Thor who hopelessly let his hair and beard grow wild.  they pursuade Thor to rejoin Avengers who have tested the quantum time machine on hawkeye. 
antman, Banner capam, and ironman go to 2012 for taking three gems: blue, green, and yellow. During the battle of New York, the scepter which thanos gave loki for that battle has the yellow mind stone. loki had used it to enslave minds to serve his will. the blue space stone which by 2018 had been used to jump instantly to far places, was then in the blue tessaract being used to open a portal of travel, the space power, to bring an army to invade earth. the green time stone was then guarded by strange. coincidently, Banner, the green hulk went for the green gem. he convinced the Ancient One until she allowed Banner to have Time gem. elsewhere, antman and Stark went for the blue gem. after the Avengers confiscated it from Loki, antman damaged a circuit in then-ironman's artificial heart. causing temporary [mild? for cardiac arrest??] cardiac arrest. 2023-i.m. stole the briefcase containing the Tesseract. success! until, Hulk hit stark who dropd it. Loki stole the Space Stone and used it to jump far away. 
Rogers stole the yellow Mind Stone from Hydra agents. his past self attacked, thinking he is loki. 2023 capam overpowered 2018-capam and rejoined antman and ironman. antman returnd to 2023 with two gems. the duo worried the limited supply of Pym Particles, that allow them to time travel, would get used up before getting the blue gem.  cap'am and i' tried to steal it from the year in 1970s. they also stole vials with Pym Particles for the journey "back to 2023" [brtter to 2018]. cap'am saw Peggy Carter. 
meanwhile, Rocket and Thor went to the time before Malekith "will had used" it against the Nine Realms. in Asgard they get the red fluid that will had solidified into the red Reality gem. for the goal of the first four of six they got 3/4. green, red and yellow.
part 2

each one used his "time in the past" to converse with relatives. RED: Thor retrieved the hammer and saw that he is worthy of it. he and rocket return to Earth bringing the RED stuff. PURPLE: Nebula and Rhodes travel to the time before Starlord stole the orb and to its place. they stole the orb containing the purple Power gem, first. Rhodes returned to 2023, bringing the gem but Nebula malfunctioned ergo she stayed there. two consciousnesses were operating in her. Thanos learned that future Nebula was there so he went, abducted her, and scand her memories. Thanos will had known and remembered their plan, before destroying the gems. he will had sent "past Nebula", using the green time gem, to spy. ORANGE: b.w. and hawkeye went to the time before thanos will had got the orinj Soul gem and its place. the gard told them that only by sacrificing someone they love, can they get  [not retrieved] it. The beloved couple argued, which will die for the other's life and for reviving the many dead. she wanted to be the sacrifice so he can live, and despite he wanted her to live, b.w. jumped to her death as his beloved sacrifice so he got the orinj gem. h' mourned and returnd with the gem.
in 2023, on earth, Banner and ironman made a container to use the gems, it was the same nanotech of a new Iron Man suit. Banner "wielded the gauntlet" and used the gems to revive everyone that was mass murdered in 2018 [editors preferd "disappeared" as if brutally massacring criminals is worse than mass murdering 3 billion non-criminals. yes in our society a criminals life is "more precious" than those who obey laws ergo i must teach you to protest and reject that wicked idea]. Thanos attacked them and destroyed the quantum portal. Thanos demolished Avengers headquarters, but failed to get gauntlet which hawkeye held. three of the avenger team, am', ironman and thor dueld Thanos one on one. Thanos won each. Thanos' army landed on Earth. all other revived Avengers joined this lengthy battle. Thanos took the Infinity Stones. Scarlet witch used her energy to trap Thanos.  Captain Marvel destroyed Thanos' ship. Stark used the nanotech gauntlet to move the six gems from Thanos' hand to his own. they flash Thanos and his army "into ash." Stark was dying from the intense radiation of using the gems, but not alone, with his cherished loved ones, now revived: miss potts and spiderman.
The Avengers perform a funeral for Stark. they floated his Mark I arc reactor [he threw it in the sea in ironman 3?] on the lake by his home. b.w. and Vision cannot be revived. Thor appointed Valkyrie Queen of Asgard, instead of himself. he joined with rocket's team. hawkeye returned home to his family. Parker returned to high school. 
am' went to the past to return the gems and Thor's hammer to their original time lines. [if so thanos will steal them? they destroyed him in 2023?] he stayed in the past with Carter. he gave his shield to Wilson the next captain america. end.

Tuesday, March 8, 2022

wonderland, 8a, roses, by carol, edited by n. tal

continuing from

continuity: Once more she entered the long, low, lamp-lit hall, and faced the nearby small glass table. Now, this time she knew that she would succeed due to the mushroom in her pockets. she first took the tiny golden key, next she unlocked the low door that led into the gorgeous garden. Then she nibbled at the mushroom till she shrunk to the size to fit the low door. she walked along the short passage... and finally... she came, at last, into the beautiful garden, among the bright flowers.
CHAPTER 8; The Queen’s Croquet-Ground
8a: roses
Alice saw a large tree with wonderful white roses. Oddly, three CARDS, with black clover shape to indicate gardeners, were by it, hurriedly painting them RED. the cards were very thin and oblong and flat, with their "hands and feet at the corners." she heard card two say, “careful! Five, Don’t splash paint on me like that!” it replied sulkily, “Seven bumped my elbow.” Seven cynically complained [note: sound and eye pattern: Seven cynically complained], “Always blame others!” five told Alice, “yesterday, I heard the Queen say 7 deserved death!” the one who she heard first asked, “What for?”7 answered, “2, that’s not your business!”5 spoke on, “it was for bringing the cook tulip roots instead of onions.” Seven threw down his brush angrily. he began “of all the unjust things...” when he stopped and saw Alice watching them. 2+5 looked round. seeing Alice 2+5 and 7, all 3 bowed low. 
Alice asked a little timidly, “tell me why you are painting the roses?” 5+7 remained silent and looked toward Two. Two explained in a low voice, while they rushed to resume painting, “this tree, Miss, ought to have been a red rose tree. however, this morning, some spade dug and planted the seed for a white one, by mistake. we clovers care for the flowers so if the Queen saw them white, she would decree to cut our heads off. +They sang as they painted: [credit disney+editors note: one of my favorite rhymes and melodies] "We're painting roses red,
painting the roses red,
we dare not stop,
nor waste a drop,
so, the paint we spread,
oh, we go ahead,
painting roses red," they painted in rythm and continued, "bum, bum, bum, bum, We're painting roses red,
and many tears we shed...
TWO: kuz we all know,
chorus 5+7: they will not grow
ACE: in fact they'll soon be dead
all 9 numbers: yet, we go ahead,
painting roses red." Alice, who already knew the answer, joined the rhyme speaking, "pardon me,
mister three, 
which thought, do you all dread?
why must you paint them red?"
3 rhyming spoke: oh miss,
fact is,
we all tremble and shake,
they are white by mistake." the painters began singing again:
2: the red queen likes 'em red,
5: if she saw white insted,
7: she'd make a fuss...
all ten gardeners: and each of us, 
would risk losing his head,
2: this is the thought we dread,
5+7: so we, must paint them red.
Alice: painting the roses red
2,5,7: we're painting roses red
all nine numbers: don't tell the queen...
ace: what you have seen...
two: nor say the things we said,
5+7 joined 2: we're painting roses red
Alice: painting the roses red!" they paused and the painters concluded: 
2: not pink,
5: not green
7: nor aquamarine
all eleven sang the finale' together: painting the roses red!" Ace, who had been anxiously looking, warned “The Queen! The Queen!” the three painters instantly jumped down flat on their faces. She heard footsteps and eagerly turned to look "round" [oops] toward sound so TURNED] amazingly the singers had vanished! she saw that all ten spade cards, each one carrying a spade, were marching toward her. as they passed her in pairs, each turned to look at her. they were dig gardeners in contrast to the flower gardeners with clovers. she guessed that the ruling queen, red, as they had said, maybe diamond? or heart? had executed the other 3 royal families: spade, clover and whichever other red.
next came all ten diamonds. she doubted if they were the children of the red queen? or the orphans? these also marched in pairs. each one carried a long sharp spear. its tip was like a shiny silvery diamond. After these, the 10 smaller "royal" [did she know yet? see parallel] children were jumping merrily along hand in hand in pairs. they were all hearts. Next came the White Rabbit. it hurried nervously yet smiling. it had not been late. it was the only one who did not notice her. the Knave of Hearts, with a letter "j" on its top left corner and one large heart on its top right corner, and no second face in contrast to playing cards, followed, carrying the King’s crown on a crimson velvet cushion. last of all came THE KING AND QUEEN OF HEARTS. when the terrifying Queen came near, Alice felt doubt whether she ought to lie face down like the three gardeners, but then she would not see. she stood still and waited. 
PARALLEL: improved version, "Ace, who had been anxiously looking, warned “The Queen! The Queen!” the three painters instantly jumped down flat on their faces. She heard footsteps and eagerly looked round but amazingly the singers had vanished! from the direction of the marching she saw all ten spade cards, each one carrying a spade, were marching toward her. as they passed her in pairs, each turned to look at her. they were dig gardeners in contrast to the flower gardeners with clovers. she guessed that the ruling queen, red, as they had said, maybe diamond? or heart? had executed the other 3 royal families: spade, clover and whichever other red.
next came all ten diamonds. she doubted if they were the children of the red queen? or orphans? these also marched in pairs. each one carried a long sharp spear. its tip was like a shiny silvery diamond. After these, the 10 smaller children, all hearts, were jumping merrily along hand in hand in pairs. Next came the White Rabbit. it was smiling kuz it had not been late. it was the only one who did not notice her. the Knave of Hearts, with a letter "j" on its top left corner and one large heart on its top right corner, lacking second face in contrast to playing cards, followed, carrying the King’s crown on a crimson velvet cushion. last of all came THE KING AND QUEEN OF HEARTS. she now understood the children of hearts were royal. when the terrifying Queen came near, Alice felt doubt whether she ought to lie face down like the three gardeners, but then she would not see. she stood still and waited. 
the Queen faced the deceitful Knave of Hearts and asked him angrily, “Who is SHE??” he only bowed. the Queen impatiently exclaimed, “Idiot!” and turned to Alice and asked, “Human, what’s your name?” she answered very politely, “My name is Alice, your Majesty.” 
the queen started pointing to the three gardeners who were lying by the rose-tree, and asked, “who are those 3?” they were lying on their faces, so the pattern on their backs was the same as the rest of the pack. were they diamond soldiers? or digger spades? or flower gardeners? even  Alice felt doubt. they certainly were not any of the ten heart royal children which were smaller cards. Alice answered honestly, “i am not certain, how would I know?" then she boldly added, "i must mind only my own affairs!” The Queen turned crimson with fury! she glared angrily at Alice, for a second and roared, “Off with her head!" like the roar of a wild panther. was Alice in danger?
continued at 


Thursday, March 3, 2022

wonderland, 7 tea, by carol, edited by n. tal

continued from

Mad Tea-Party 7
On green grass, in front of the house, a table was under a tree. the March Hare and the Hatter were sipping tea. a sleeping Dormouse was sitting on a chair between them. the other two were using it as a cushion for resting their elbows. the three sat crowded together by a corner. “No room! No room!” the Mad hatter shouted, when he saw Alice coming. “There’s plenty of room!” she corrected him and sat in a large arm-chair beside the host-hare who offered, “take some snack.” Alice looked, but did not see any snacks. “I don’t see any,” she said. “There isn’t any,” it said. “Then don't offer,” replied Alice. it accused "sitting without invitation is rude." she answered, "it's set for a great many more than three.” Hatter asked, “Why is a raven like a desk?” [he hid the answer the common and very common letter e.] she commented gladly,  "I can guess that.” the March Hare asked, “Do you mean that you can find the answer?”
“Exactly,” Alice answered. it argued, “you should say what you mean.” Alice insisted, "i did! I mean what I say." this time hatter argued, “Not the same. is ‘I see what I eat’ the same as ‘I eat what I see’!” Hare added "is 'I like what I get’ the same as ‘I get what I like’!” Dormouse added, "is ‘I breathe when I sleep’ the same as ‘I sleep when I breathe’!” it seemed to be talking in its sleep, The Mad Hatter turned to face her and asked “Which day of the month is it?” He had taken his watch [identical to that of the white rabbit] out of his pocket. he was looking at it worriedly and was repeatedly shaking it and  holding it at his ear. Alice tried to remember until saying “The fourth of May.”
“Two days wrong” complained the Hatter. He turned to the hare and glared while accusing, “I told you butter wouldn’t oil the parts.” it replied, “It was the best butter, ” and took the watch and dipped it into his cup of hot tea. She saw it had 31 numbers instead of twelve. “What an odd watch!” she remarked. “for the day of the month, instead of the hour!” Hatter argued, “Does your watch show which year?” alice argued, "the year stays the same year for a long time, but hours change many times each day."
“Which is just the same,” said the Hatter. Alice felt very puzzled. The Hatter’s remark seemed to have no meaning, so she politely asked “I don’t understand you.” hatter explained, "Time and i quarrelled in March when he," now he was pointing with his tea spoon at the March Hare, "went mad.  The Dormouse is asleep again.” he rubbed a bit of butter on its nose. The Dormouse shook its head and said, with closed eyes, “Of course, of course!  precisely what I was about to say.”
“Have you guessed the riddle yet?” the Hatter asked, turning to Alice again. She shouted, “what’s the answer?” Hatter lied, “I forgot.” Alice sighed and said, “do something better with the time than waste it on riddles that have no answers.” Hatter replied, “If you knew Time as well as I do, you wouldn’t complain about wasting it. It is him. you never even spoke to Time!” Alice cautiously commented, “Perhaps not, but when I learn music I beat time .” hatter replied, “He won’t forgive beating. if you kept good terms with him, he’d do almost anything you asked with the clock. at time for lessons, Time could instantly move the clock to the time for dinner!” March Hare whispered, “I only wish it was.” She said, "i wouldn't feel hungry for it, yet," Hatter argued,  "you could keep that time as long as you liked.” Alice asked, “do you ask such changes?” . The Hatter shook his head “Not since we argued” he replied. "at the great concert of the Queen of Hearts."
"concert?" asked alice. hatter continued, "I sang: ‘Twinkle, twinkle, little bat!
how I wonder what you’re at?’ he asked, You know the song?” alice answered, “I’ve heard something like it,” hatter quoted the rest, "‘Up above the world you fly,
Like a tea-tray in the sky.’” the Dormouse shook itself, and began singing in its sleep “Twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle” repeating so long that they had to wet it to make it stop.
“before I finished the first part,” said the Hatter, “the Queen jumped up and yelled ‘He’s murdering the time! Off with his head!’”
“How dreadfully savage!” exclaimed Alice slowly, who was familiar with hanging by the kneck instead. hatter continued, “ever since that, he won’t do anything I ask. now It’s always six o’clock.” she asked Is that the reason so many tea things are here?” hatter hurriedly explained “Yes. it’s always tea-time," March Hare interrupted, yawning. “she should tell us a story.” she shrugged. hatter suggested, “Dormouse will” it opened its eyes. “I wasn’t asleep,” it lied."
“Tell us a story!” said the March Hare. she begged, “Yes, please do!” Dormouse began the story: "three little sisters sat at the bottom of a well." she interrupted, "What did they eat?" the Hatter and the March Hare shushed her, “Sh! sh!” it answered, "syrup."
“They couldn’t,” Alice gently commented; “they’d be ill.”
“they were,” it said, “very ill.”
“Take some more tea,” the March Hare said to Alice. Alice was surprised by the word more so replied, “I did not have any yet.” Hatter corrected her, “you can take more than nothing.”
“Nobody asked your opinion,” chorussed Alice and March Hare. she served herself some tea. They gave her buttered bread. she turned to the Dormouse, and asked, “Why did they live at the bottom of a well?”
"because it had some syrup," it explained and remarked, “If you dont like it, you finish the story.”
“No, please continue” Alice said very humbly. “I won’t interrupt again."
"they were learning to draw...” she interrupted again, “What did they draw?” forgetting her words. it answered, “Syrup,” Hatter said, “I want a clean cup, let’s all move one place.” He moved. the March Hare moved into the Dormouse’s chair accidently tipping the milk-jug into his previous plate. Alice wanted to stay but moved to the place of the March Hare. The Hatter was the only one with a clean cup. dormouse continued, "they were drawing syrup." She asked,  "I don’t understand. Where did they draw the syrup?”
"you draw on paper," explaind the march hare. Hatter corrected him, “You can draw water out of a water-well, so you could draw syrup out from a syrup-well.”
“But they were IN the well,” Alice argued. it agreed, “they were well in.” This answer confused her. “They were learning to draw,” it continued, yawning and rubbing its eyes like someone very sleepy. “they drew 
things that begin with an M”
“Why with an M?” asked Alice. “Why not?” replied the March Hare. The Dormouse had closed its eyes by this time, and was dozing until hatter pinched it. it gave a little shriek, and continued, “with an M, such as mouse-traps, moon, memory, and much." hare asked, "a drawing of memory? or much?” she felt very much confused and began, “I don’t think...”
“Then you shouldn’t talk,” said the Hatter. This rudeness was unbearable. she stood up and walked away. She looked back and saw they were trying to put the sleeping Dormouse into the teapot, and did not notice she had left. she was hoping he would apologize and call her. she walked into woods. Alice noticed that one of the trees had a door. she went in. 
Once more she was in the low hall, near the glass table, so she took the little golden key. after unlocking the low door that led into the garden, she nibbled the mushroom that she had kept in a pocket. she was the size to fit the low door. she walked along the little passage. she stood at last in the beautiful garden, among the bright flowers and the cool fountains.
continued at
there.

Tuesday, March 1, 2022

caveboy and lepird chapter 2 in the woods

caveboy and lepird chapter 2 in the woods
i went away from my ma. i walked betweeen trees in the tiny forest beside my family cave. beyond the trees i reached the flat plain plain.the green grass looked pretty and no zebras were nearby to eat it due to the man hunters. far ahead i saw brown animals on a background of green grass and a white waterfall. they seemed tiny. i chose to run toward them.
i ran and i ran... that is why that grassy plain is named iran. until they changed it to persia much later when no grass remained. i was running for so long that i noticed the sun was moving. who was pushing the sun? i imagined a group of invisible animals pulling the sun from where i had seen it when i started running at the edge of the woods until now.
my legs started to ache same as i had felt in my dream.. or was it a memory? but this time i was running because i chose! i wanted to get to the white waterfall. while a strained and ran i was breathing deep and fast. i planned not to return to the cave. i knew that at night this area had lepirds like lions except their fur had groups of spots as if a human hand with fingers had stained each one of them with spots. which was impossible... but that is the appearence.
pa had told me that "in the beginning" were only lions. then one day a man stabbed a lady lion. when he saw it was pregnant with babies inside he cut many long lines on its side until he ripped the babies out. that caused the babies to have lines like the cuts on their dying ma. they were the first tigers. my pa said a different lion was resting after eating zebra. a man hunter threw a spear at it. it started birthing a baby. when he tried to help pull the baby out from the dying mother lion his bloody fingers marked her fur that caused the babies to have groups of spots they were the first lepirds.
i liked those stories better than the alternative that some "mystery god had made different lions with different decorations." i believed they differed from the panther family.
the sun had already moved very far much further than me! no animals could move the sun so fast! i considered the alternative... if i were on a boat moving then even if the sun was NOT it would seem to move. i concluded i must be on a boat that was moving, the ground must be a boat moving so the sun appeared to move. it had moved from the side of shining to the side of dark, by the time i reached the place of the waterfall. the brown animals had long ago finished eating and left away. i had planned to sleep in a tree at night so the lepirds who roamed would not see me on the ground. but the plain lacked trees. i started climbing the bumpy rocks beside the short waterfall.  it was only three times my child height. i reached the top and discovered i was on a ledge. if my hieght was one meter long then from the edge i had just climbed to the rock wall behind me was four meters. that is the length the water ran from the waterfall across to the edge. on each side of the waterfall was around ten meters. i realized no lepirds from above could come down the cliff nor approach from sides due to the steep edge nor my back due to the wall of hill by the waterfall.
i felt thirsty from running and drank from the cool clear water. i felt so tired that even before dark i slept until day 2.
i awoke due to bright light. i had survived my first night by the waterfall.
i felt cold but the sun was warming me. i climbed down and tried to eat grass like the zebra but my teeth did not cut the grass instead the thin grass cut the skin inside my mouth. that was surprising considering that grass is soft. i ripped grass with my fingers and despite succeeding my hands were cut. i tried to chew the grass but nothing changed i could only swallow the lump of green grass to fill my hungry stomach. suddenly i noticed a tree on my ledge. i was certain it wasnot there when i slept. the waterfall must have been jealous that the grasss had ME as a companion and it had made a tree to be its companion. that was the only logical explanation.
if the tree were there yesterday i could have done my plan and climbed it and slept on its branches but i recalled measuring the ledge and no tree was there not even one was "zer" so i invented the word zero meaning not even one tree. now was one tree. i climbed it and started eating the broad leaf. it tasted very bitter and bad but i felt hungry so i swallowed and chewed and pulled more and ate until i filled my stomik. i felt horror despite stuffing it FULL of gross bitter green leaves i felt hungry! i thought hunger meant empty yet still i felt hungry when full?
i must hunt a mammoth or a zebra or a brown antlope. i looked over the edge of the ledge and saw the herd was drinking below me. many brown antlope. i grabbed a big rock and aimed at the head of a helpless antlope nearby. it flew down and hit its head. the others fled. i went to the injured one and tried to eat it like lepirds bite but my teeth only cut a bit into it. my teeth were bad for both grass and for meat what food was for me. surely a "plan" was impossible. noone planned to make the product that i was: a being that felt hunger and also unable to bite both grass and animal. lepird teeth could eat animal but i could not. this antlope could eat grass but i could not. my hunger intensified so despite i failed to bite the antlope skin i must continue trying. i dug my teeth and my mouth bones hrut and face muscles burned but the bitter leaves that i had "with difficulty of bitter taste" swallowed for my hunger had not changed my hanger.
finally after much effort i managed to pull a chunk of tough muscle from under the skin and tried to chew bt it would not crumble like cooked food. i must make a fire. however the trees with wood were so far away. it would take me all day even running to reach them and then i could not return carrying wood before dark and anyway i felt weak with hunger so i just drank water. but that did not help hunger eaither.
the hunger grew each hour. soon i would surrender and return to ma but then she would yell so much that was impossible and unbearable. the agony intensified. i must end the pain. i climbed the steep cliff of the higher waterfall. i felt scared i would slip and fall... and said that was true if i would add to my pain. so i climbed higher until i was sure i would die. i waited for the hunger to go away but it did not... so i pushed off the edge and felt fear GREAT fear as i fell but i knew i must end my pain. OW! hitting the soft grass hurt but only a moment all went black.
i was floating in a tunnel. around me was a long circle like a cave whose sides were not rock nor mountain but glowing nothing of light. it was not solid but it was not liquid ether so i named it ether. i moved along the tunnel in front of me was the hollow between the glowing walls of light and darkness at the end of the tunnel. i wondered if i had died and my pa had died therefore we would meet and i did not want to see that mean man.
while i floated forward i tried to raise my fingers to see them but i did not have any hands nor fingers nor arms. yet if i am moving i must have legs? i looked down but instead of the chest and legs that i expected i saw nothing below me. i tried to touch my eyes and feel them but i lacked hands to feel them. i must be only one eye nothing more floating in a light cave it was the only logical explanation.
finally i reached the end of the tunnel and a swirl of light in the form of a long tail coiled in layers stood before me. somebody said "you died too early." it was the light speaking.
"if you know so much then tell me who made this horrible combination of a being with hunger with bad teeth." 
"i did" answered the light.
"you are an idiot fool. if you make something then make it good."
"i was unable and failed" said the creator light.
"i added to my argument, "when we make a sharp tool of rock in industry not only using tools but making the tool we make a good tool but you made bad teeth."
"true and bad eyes too. i feel sad that i made bad products. however now that you are here i can send you with a message."
"what good is a message from a fool."
"i am not a fool i planned to make a good product i am wise but lacked the ability and strength. now bring my wise message."
i agreed if and only if he would provide me with a method for food.
***
"the creator light shined a light at me and explained when you drink water some will be the water you need and some will be the strength you need and you will not feel hunger. then everybody will know you bring my wise message."
***
the message was: a group of fairies had created a world of dirt for themselves. they made mountains and hills and the sea. they made a sky that glowed light during day and stopped at night so they could sleep. hoped to live there forever since they were eternal with no beginning because they were fairies. then they argued how to divide the land. one said "we should all live together as a group" the others said we should each live by ourselves and separated. the one who wanted the group named garry the fairy followed one lady fairy and said be my wife. she slapped him with her physical hand on his physical face. so gary was forced to live alone. i watched all this and decided to intervene.
first i made many burning hot stars and scattered them all around the first planet. then i made many more rocky planets and scattered them. i added water and rain to their world to make the fairies miserable and wet but they used fairy magic to drill holes in mountains and escaped the rain in caves. i had not thought of that possibility which would ruin my wise plan to cause them to work together and make gary happy."
"so you were wrong."
"my plan was wise but i didnot consider all the possibilities" god explained.
i promised to bring this message to my village.
god added, "never ever believe any other message of "forbidden laws" nor "prohibitions" nor "obligatory ceremonies" from any spiritual source nor any person claiming he is teaching any spiritual message because i am the only creator god and no such message will come from me. you will know they are lying". 
i promised to teach that too.
god continued "now i also make you immortal so you will never die and tell each generation of humans never to believe such messages."
i felt stronger.
god continued, "after i made stars and planets and after them the rain i added animals and later trees. any book with a different order is not from the creator light but a human guess and a wrong guess. so warn your people."
i promised and i had faith in the creator light who had a form but no body same as me at that time.
i knew they would believe me because they were primitive and even believed the impossible story of the sliced lion tiger mother.
i could tell them any story but i wanted my gift of hunger-less.
i awoke on the ledge. i started to doubt if that was only a dream because i had remembered jumping to try and kill myself. i checked my legs and i could walk and no pain si knew i must not yet have jumped. it must be the dawn of day 2. this time i did not try to bite grass so i did not cut the skin inside my mouth. in fact the cuts that i remembered were not in my mouth because i had not yet tried to chew the thin grass blades.
i recalled the bitter leaf and that they did not help my hunger anyway so i did not try to eat the leaf of the new tree. now i knew who made the tree it was the creator light. 
my next goal would be to eat breakfast but i had human teeth which were useless for eating both grass and animals. i had no solution so i waited for hunger and to jump again. true i had died too young but i had no other option so i waited for hunger. i was also thirsty so i drank. but when i drank... i felt very very strong. the dream must have been real. i used my strength to run across the plain in only two hours.
i told the villagers the message from the creator light and they all started worshipping the fairies to thank them for making the sea and the rivers and the rain. i tried to correct them, "the fairies made the dirt but the light made the rain" but they were primitive and confused and started arguing aboyt what i had said instead of asking me. 
i said "see that you need to eat but even if you gaaurd me i will never need to eat" but they were too busy arguing about what they thought i had said to ask me. i left the stupid humans and their false faiths most which would be refuted but a few lies would evolve into widely held sustems enforced by fear and violence. and fear fo the fire of hell.
i went back to my ledge and just thought about ideas. i felt bored so i walked to explore until one day i met a hungry lepird.
it had not eaten all night. all the days of my wandering i had only drank water from different rivers and never felt hungry nor needed to eat so i knew my dream was real not only a dream. also i had not been injured by my fall it was all real. who would be the students of the message? gods plan had been wise but he had not considered the possibility that the students would argue whhat i said instead of asking me.
i must find new students to obey god or else the deal would be cancelled and i would feel hungry suffering again from hunger.
when i saw the lepird i felt fear from the dangerous teeth and claws that could kill antlope and zebra. then i comforted myself i must not fear since the gift was true the message must be true and i am immortal i cannot die. so i fearlessly walked to the lepird it jumped on me and OWWW it bit my kneck that HURT very very much and all went dark. i awoke dawn of day 2. i felt my kneck but the lepird had not yet bitten until after my days of travel. now i knew i would not die of age but animals could kill me.
i ran in the direction of the lepird ready with my new plan. i reached the lepird and said "i will lead you to food." the lepird agreed not to eat the "tiny child snack" if i led him to big food.
i led him to my cave where my ma lived the one that yelled at me until i was forced like a slave to take stones from a cave. the lepird joyfully ate her. we lived in the cave. at night when i felt cold i would cuddle in the soft warm lepird fur.
i asked the lepird how did you get spots? it yawned.
each morning i ran to the water and drank and brought water for the lepird. but after only two days it was hungry. i noticed that my students were in a war killing each other i asked one why?
he said "our prophet named jesus said that there is only one god the father the son and the spirit but the other groups said that their prophet moses said many gods exist named vvishnu and brahma shiva and many more lesser gods and we must worship each one so we are trying to prevent them teaching false ideas by kiling them and they do the same.
that suited me for food for the lepird. each day i brought a corpse from the human wars nad listened to the faiths evolve in different directions... and each day that the lepird ate a corpse it did not eat me.
i had faced hunger but gd saved me from hunger.
i had died from a lepird not only in a dream but even when immortal too. but i had a chance to do day two again.
i had died from a fall but had a chance to do day two again.
i was free from pa who hit me with a branch because they killed him after i injured him. i was free from my ma due to the hungry lepird and my treaty to feed in exchange it wouldnot eat me.
when rain fell i was in the cave safe from the rain that god had made to make the fairies live together so gary the fairy would not be lonely. i did not need fire because i warmed myself with my lepird pal. 
only once humans ran into the cave to flee a battle and lepird at roared so the fled away from the lepird into the hands of the enemy tribe.
one fateful day larry the lepird died of old age. i started to feel lonely. i must teach the truth to somebody who would listen.
i prayed to the creator light to let me teach a student who was not primitive and god replied "you are immortal you will live long enough to meet inteligent humans but you must be patient and i will continue or treaty until then because i know you are sincere and you will teach it.
meanwhile tragedy struck.
after my pal larry the lepird died of old age many months past when people followe me back from the water but stopped at the cave due to the story of the lepird but one fateful day some wise guy who had evolved said "if he is not scared of the lepird then we should not either."
just in case the group of humans came with long spears with sharp pointy rocks on the wooden tip of the thick branches.
when they entered i had no lepird friend to scare them away. they said that they wanted the cave for when it rained i argued we could share it but they pushed me out of my cave.
now i would be in the rain.
i started to hate humans and i planned my revenge i used my energy to run far nad send hungry lions and tigers to that cave. sometimes the lions succeeded at killing some of the dwellers but in the end the group killed each beast. each day i went to a different place and sent different tigers and lepirds and lions and panthers. but they killed each one and brought reinforcement troops to gaurd the cave. i hated man for taking my cave and making an alliance to keep me away from my cave.
so i built the first house from stones. i built it near me energy supply of water. i udes mud to stick the rocks together. when rain fell from clouds the roof of long weeds protected the mud walls. i was still almost certain that probably invisible zebras moved the clouds. 
i feared people would chase me out of my new home. instead the other humans copied me and buuilt their own homes from rock and mud. they thatched the roof using long weeds. how had i known that mud would hold the rocks? a dream from the creator god.
he saw that they had chased and pushed me from my cave and despite being powerless and too weak to stop them he made the effort to teach me how to use mud to build a home and be protected from wind and rain.
generations passed with many deadly wars and battles for land and for opposing faiths and i wiated as generation after generation murdered itself and died of old age until finally in the year 2022 i met an inteligent person who did not ridicule my story.
until then people in the 1700's 1800's 1900's were either too scared to believe anything beside their holy book despite it containing prohibitions which as above were not from any god, nor the one real creator or  too skepticle beyond reasonable skepticism which would have been good if not overly skeptical.
finally i met a man who was willing to listen. we installed electrical cameras to prove i did not need to eat. from january 1, 2022 until february 1, 2022 i only drank water. each day we watched the video together and finally even skeptical ex-rabbi agreed to publish my story on his blog.
author's note: i saw that for weeks he did not need to eat because his experience and message were real . that is the only reason that i accept his message and publish in the hopes that you will know the truth about god and religious prohibitions and the correct order from the one who knew as above.
where is caveboy now? oh after he taught me and personnaly typed his story and message loyally to the creator god, and i helped him edit it so this generation could understand the message and together we negotiated the wording for the final publishing... after acomplishing his teaching mission he returned to live near different waterfalls.
the end.
conclusion one real prophet to replace them all.