diary, meeting julee

dear diary, meeting julee jum. NOTE: parental guidance needed for this intimate story
some boys enjoy their first sek-shual pleasures at age 17. i started much younger. not age three heaven forfend! ate age 3 i was in a daycare with boys and girls. as the winter changed to spring the days were warmer than winter.
one fateful day the teacher announced "time for exercise" and for the first time that year all the kids started changing into swim clothing kuz before that too cold. we had exercised wearing jeans. i was scared to see a girls swimsuit. and i refused to obey. i went to my cubby gazed at my boys swim pants and thout "these are for inside water not inside a room.
the teacher cald everyone back from the "cubbies" and i obeyd wearing long pants. i stood near the outside window and along the walls of the room stood a circle of kids all in swim clothes. the girls had a cover from shoulder down to waist where i did not look but boys were shirtless with short swim pants.
teacher said "tal, why didnt you change." i said that i will exercise dressd. she said "dont be embarrassed all the boys have no shirt.  i said i dont like that the girls are only swim suits. which as you know cover any unique parts of girls.
the teacher did not believe that was the reason and said "if you feel shame you can wait outside." in action i left the room but for my other reason not to see a girl in swim suit. i had already seen two girls rub each others back and the idea that they enjoyd that rub,  fild my mind so a few months later when i would see a young chik in a swimsuit my eye on her shoulder, it triggerd that memeory and i could not bear the thout. i certainly would not look at her waist. i add that i askd the two girls if i could join and the younger one said no "kuz touching you would cause you to want to push you male-finger into our slot." i argued that i was too young to want that, but the two girls were firm so we never touched and they never returnd to that place. so no contact with girls til years later.
only much later i would enjoy seeing swimsuits but not yet.
from my earliest memories until age seven i never had contact with girl touching male seks parts.
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i was in the abraham club since first grade but that was not for pleasure. i wrote diary about the immoral abraham club based on the not so holy bible.
finally at age seven i plugd the plug in the slot. the girl not named atara felt that she must use her part that bled each month, so she needed a young boy with a small body so the insert would not hurt. as i told in the diary about "joy of bible " day. she was around age 14 and had bled each month same as all healthy ladys and mammals.
her nebbor named julee jum wanted to meet me. so the afternoon of joy of bible day,  i went to the home of atara around age 14. she introduced me to her nebbor not named julee jum.
i offerd the 3 girls to rub their backs same as i had seen when i was age three. back when  i refused to exercise. i started with atara. i rubd her shoulders and neck same as i recalled the two young girls rubbing each other.
then the mastermind age 6 had a new idea she would draw letters on my back and i must guess the letters and words. so as atara rubd julee neck adina pressd her fingers on my back etching letters. that was great pleasure and i was surprised that my tube wanted ess ee eks again. julee saw and said "my turn".
julee and i enterd the narrow shower room and repeated the same action as i and atara had done there  barely a day before. i lay on my back and she climbed over me and slid on the pole and moved like a rocking chair. when she stopd i awoke from the pleasure trance and noticed where i was. she dried the male finger. and redressed. i offered to etch letters on her back. so we did not leave the narrow shower room. that same day i etched letters in her back and we each tryd to guess the word that the other etched. atara and adina played other games.
julee was delighted to meet a guy who was not shy about his parts. the teen not named atara only wanted plugging once a month the same rate as her bleed cycle which causd her to think she needed to use that part. but when julee heard about the fun that atara and i had she wanted to try it too. she liked the idea that a small body plugging the slot would not be as painful as a boy her age.
when the parents slept saturday afternoon i would walk to atara home on 241 street of new york city. adina age 6 servd me a glass of alcohol wine and after tasting different types on different weeks i realized that i liked white wine better than red.
once a month atara would climb on me. but the other weeks julee would climb on me at ataras home while ataras parents slept. i could tell julee enjoyed very much and i enjoyd too. later when i wed and my wife said she did not enjoy ess ee eks i knew she was lying kuz healthy girls do enjoy it. but those arguments led to more frequent arguments til i did not even want to to touch my former ex wife. anyway if i did not plug my ex wife at least i plugd from age 7 til age 13 with two girls. in a way i was a two timer but both knew each other and did not complain in fact it was not the same week so not truly a two timer. not two at same time and not seretly. one fateful week when i etched letters on julee back she said press with the male finger. so i did it was softer despite inflated long so she liked that better and in a few words she suddenly turned and used her mouth to envelope it. that was my first time with that experience. but atara did not see.
we cntinued meeting until one year after the faild entrance exam. then at at age 13 i switched to only male pleasure,  which differd kuzt men lack a slot so no real coitus until age 16 with a lady not named nancy. she was age 19 and we met twice a week because we were each so desirous that we could hardly concentrate on studying.
that relationship lasted almost three years. later at age 21 when i met the second man who i felt a small attraction to, then i had to admit that i had been "bi" since age 17 when i had felt strongly attracted to a certain lad... who did not feel the same towards myself.