the girls' guardian
in jerusalem in 1996 a student entered a dorm of a school near the residential homes in talpiyot section of south Jerusalem, israel.
his lover in u.s. had recently "dumped him" to start college in the spring semester. he got into trouble with a single girl only she and he knew before her parents noticed she was pregnant. after he left america, they separated the biological pa, me from her and their family.
after a series of arguments with students in israel to skip until end. after a harsh coughing virus of two weeks the student not named sol finally healed from the illness.
he was age 20.
as he regained strength from the illness, his desire for a lover gradually returned and grew. in a few days the desire intensified and he could not concentrate on his studies.
after a long inner battle which i will skip kuz over secmveral days, sol finally decided he could not resist the urge to satisfy his "urge for a lover" even without a lover. he would squeeze out his male milk from his male finger.
as he walked to the toilet room, the walking somehow eased the stress and he decided to delay just one more hour walking outdoors before doing the action consider a sin in some religions. yet a natural process that does not injure any person nor harm any property.
in contrast to abortion which is considered acceptable.
anyway sol left the structure and began pacing the sunny streets beside his school in talpiyot in south jerusalem israel.
note: if you were either girl in the next part and feel regret for these events in that place and that year... then you met a DIFFERENT man. the story was actually in a different place.
pacing in the street he noticed that nobody was out under the blazing hit sun.
he was the only idiot trying to delay his sin a bit longer. as he paced a lone lady left a building, a residential apartment tower and sat on the public bench as sol passed. sol continued to the corner and returned pacing. the lady stood and asked "do you speak english?" he nodded yes. "i want to hire you for a job to watcch my little sister every day after school."
in 1996 for a male student to be near a young girl was considered dreadful. far from the exageration NOW in 2021 but shockingly dreadful. but hey SHE trusted him. if they had cameras then they would see that he did not do anything to a young girl so they would see on the cameras that he did not hurt her. no problem.
he nodded again and she said "come meet my parents at 6pm in this building number bleep and bleep".
sol turned away but the lady presd a paper into his ryt palm. the she ran down some steps to a bus stop.
sol continued pacing. the sun made him sweat like a hippo exiting a pond!
he returned to the dorm and showered no need for hot water in this heat. his mind only amazed that the lady trusted her.
he returned to study the rest of the day with a clear mind like a new start.
at nyt he begd his body to empty and drain the male milk while he slept so he could concentrate the next day.
the following morning sol awoke... dry. dam he whisperd. if stuff needs to exit then it should.
he obeyed the instructions on the paper he had got and read that fateful Tuesday.
at 9 am wensday he went to the building. as his hand moved to the button to buzz the lady... the door buzd so he entered and returned again to the home of his new employer.
the lady, the daughter of the parents was standing in her long pale-yellow-green dress.
"no time" she urged. then added in English "one for you and in an hour one for me."
before sol could ask "one what" tara grabd sol's belt and opened it. sol was OVERJOYED that he found a new lover.
i will spare the pleasant details but they acted like lovers.
with protection that she had kuz had purchased and she unrolled onto sol.
tara explained that she was substituting as a teacher from 10 to 11 but i must commit to be there at her home until 11. i said in hebrew "i commit. one for me one for you".
i waited in the cool room with its air conditioning. i switched the number to 23 degrees centigrade so i would enjoy the cool but not get cold. then i studied rabbi books until she returned from her job.
tara buzd the door open and sighed in English "he left the lyt on when he left". i reassured her "i am here."
she entered and said "you had some rest now my turn."
they acted like lovers again and after emptying tubes at 9:10 the system was much more apt for pleasure. in fact she reached climax and was satisfied before any male orgasm.
then the wave of guilt "that was SO worth it" she moaned in english.
then continued, "you probly think i am a dirty whore" i wagged my head no.
she pulled herself up to my knees and her green dress continued to cover us
"if we limit ourselves to each other we can be in the category pilegesh. as long as you dont expect money."
she scofd "money? you are a student i know you dont have money. these meetings are for my urges and i dumped the last lover. you are far better in personality and in pleasure.
i hoped she was not lying and that she would invite me to return.
i confesd the truth "i enjoyed too."
good so come in a few days Sunday at 9. i wont substitute and i can explain what i expect.
now prepare yorself for bella she will be here soon and we dont have time to talk.
i did not know how to prepare so i simply washed my face.
checked my shirt, which i had not removed was tucked neat around and went to the sofa.
two plates of beef stew sat on the long table. we ate silently as the time neared 12 and when tara finished her portion she ran the plate to the kitchen and left.
i ate my beef stew slowly. finally at exactly 1205 a girl not named bella entered her home.
she wore a pink and white backpack. she walked pass me at the table and i said in hebrew "want lunch?" bella started crying and ran to her room.
i guess i scared her so i better be loose. i ate the rest of my stew slowly. i cleaned the plate and filled a glass of milk. then i walked to bella's door and said "i brought you milk".
"enter" she called.
so i entered she was lying on her bed wearing stretchy sport pants. a shade of blue. want a drink? i offered and put it on the desk.
"nobody has time for me i am not important for anybody" bella moaned and started sobbing again.
"your parents sent me too show you are important to them" i tried to console her.
"but i want tara." bella explained and concluded "tara does not want to be with me."
i had an idea "you like kids your age so that explains tara wants frends HER age."
"i guess so but i still feel sad."
"you are not alone. choose a game or a book and we can do activities together."
bella was cynical "i can guess the one activity you MEN wanna do."
i expected that and shot back "your parents trust me they know i am not like that."
bella did not believe me and almost wailed "i wish you would leave. just use me and get out already."
"no. i promise i wont touch you. now go choose a game."
"i know the story of rebeka. i was not born yesterday" she scolded. "i dont want any wife yet" i guessed trying to annul her worry.
"why wont you leave already?" bella wailed frustration. i tried explaining "your parents care about you and if you are bored you can tell me about your school and your life and anything."
"why do you have time for me?"
"kuz i am the same as your parents. they go to a job and i come here for my job."
"what if i dont wanna play?"
"talk"
"what if i dont wanna talk?"
"then i will wait outside. meanwhile drink some milk."
sol left the room and sat in the cool air conditioning. sol studied the book of rabbis that the school curriculum had assigned.
he forgot that only yesterday he could not concentrate on studying and raced line after line of rabbi arguments.
finally bella emerged from her room. she carried her empty glass to the kitchen.
i tried again "want lunch?"
"no. i will get fat and nobody will want me same as you dont want me."
so she was setting a trap. whichever way i chose i would lose.
"i am holy that is the real reason i sont notice if you are pretty or not."
bella asked in english "am i sexy?"
"nope you are still too small".
"you think i am gross and ugly."
"no. just still small. when you grow taller find me."
"as if i would drop to a guy like YOU" bella scoffed. ouch.
i changed the topic "which book should we read.--none she retorted.
"bring a game or dice."
bella brought two cubes of dice.
"now please bring paper and pencil."
she did.
now copy this shape." i drew a large # with 9 spots.
"you choose any numbers from 2 to 12 and put them anywhwre in the nine spots."
she put 2,3,4
5,6,7
8,9,10.
i put 7 in the center. and around it 10 down to 2.
she rolled the dice 5,1 she marked x on her center square and i marked my six.
i rolled a dice 5,6 no mark.
she rolled 2,3 and marked x on 5.
i markd x on my 5 too.
i rolled for my turn. 2,5 she marked 7 and shouted "tic tac toad". yes she had a row i had the bottom corner.
"did you let me win?" bella accused? tou chose the numbers mine were different order.
now tell me about your school what do you study.
bella brout her list of subjects and showed me which topics she learned. i asked which teacher was nicest. and we talked about school and teachers and studies.
suddenly b interrupted. "school is boring, what are you reading??"
"if school is boring this is worse. i am reading about arguments."
"i dont care. i wanna know whatever you are studying."
well if that is what you ask for...
i turned to the first page of study text and started reading.
bella protested "no. start from the cover".
i explained every word on the hard cover and showed the title pages only show what is inside so we dont need to read every word of that. then i started teaching her the rabbi book.
again she interrupted "in hebrew you must start at the ryt side of the line".
so i explained the order the different parts were written and who wrote them so that is why i start in the mid column with the oldest text and then read the later explanations printed around the sides.
so we passed the tome as i explained the ancient debates and she found flaw after flaw in the logic... that i had not noticed and i said "you are right. your alternative is better."
we read nany lines and i checked 2 of the commentaries to see if any influential ideas were added and i pointed the difference betweeen the two on a certain detail.
b said she liked that i explained the difference. we studied line qfter line and i explained and expected her to say she was vored of reading debates but we continued until her watch beepd.
ma is almost here. bella announced rrunning to her room. she returned with a book about unicorns and princesses and sat across me at the table.
ma enterd and saw we were both reading.
she handed me the paper money and said "open a bank account i dont want anyone stealing the salary we pay you". she explained the type of "toshav" account and i left.
i would be back to gard bella the next day for food and money and study until one day she would gard me.
to be continued.
in jerusalem in 1996 a student entered a dorm of a school near the residential homes in talpiyot section of south Jerusalem, israel.
his lover in u.s. had recently "dumped him" to start college in the spring semester. he got into trouble with a single girl only she and he knew before her parents noticed she was pregnant. after he left america, they separated the biological pa, me from her and their family.
after a series of arguments with students in israel to skip until end. after a harsh coughing virus of two weeks the student not named sol finally healed from the illness.
he was age 20.
as he regained strength from the illness, his desire for a lover gradually returned and grew. in a few days the desire intensified and he could not concentrate on his studies.
after a long inner battle which i will skip kuz over secmveral days, sol finally decided he could not resist the urge to satisfy his "urge for a lover" even without a lover. he would squeeze out his male milk from his male finger.
as he walked to the toilet room, the walking somehow eased the stress and he decided to delay just one more hour walking outdoors before doing the action consider a sin in some religions. yet a natural process that does not injure any person nor harm any property.
in contrast to abortion which is considered acceptable.
anyway sol left the structure and began pacing the sunny streets beside his school in talpiyot in south jerusalem israel.
note: if you were either girl in the next part and feel regret for these events in that place and that year... then you met a DIFFERENT man. the story was actually in a different place.
pacing in the street he noticed that nobody was out under the blazing hit sun.
he was the only idiot trying to delay his sin a bit longer. as he paced a lone lady left a building, a residential apartment tower and sat on the public bench as sol passed. sol continued to the corner and returned pacing. the lady stood and asked "do you speak english?" he nodded yes. "i want to hire you for a job to watcch my little sister every day after school."
in 1996 for a male student to be near a young girl was considered dreadful. far from the exageration NOW in 2021 but shockingly dreadful. but hey SHE trusted him. if they had cameras then they would see that he did not do anything to a young girl so they would see on the cameras that he did not hurt her. no problem.
he nodded again and she said "come meet my parents at 6pm in this building number bleep and bleep".
sol turned away but the lady presd a paper into his ryt palm. the she ran down some steps to a bus stop.
sol continued pacing. the sun made him sweat like a hippo exiting a pond!
he returned to the dorm and showered no need for hot water in this heat. his mind only amazed that the lady trusted her.
he returned to study the rest of the day with a clear mind like a new start.
at nyt he begd his body to empty and drain the male milk while he slept so he could concentrate the next day.
the following morning sol awoke... dry. dam he whisperd. if stuff needs to exit then it should.
he obeyed the instructions on the paper he had got and read that fateful Tuesday.
at 9 am wensday he went to the building. as his hand moved to the button to buzz the lady... the door buzd so he entered and returned again to the home of his new employer.
the lady, the daughter of the parents was standing in her long pale-yellow-green dress.
"no time" she urged. then added in English "one for you and in an hour one for me."
before sol could ask "one what" tara grabd sol's belt and opened it. sol was OVERJOYED that he found a new lover.
i will spare the pleasant details but they acted like lovers.
with protection that she had kuz had purchased and she unrolled onto sol.
tara explained that she was substituting as a teacher from 10 to 11 but i must commit to be there at her home until 11. i said in hebrew "i commit. one for me one for you".
i waited in the cool room with its air conditioning. i switched the number to 23 degrees centigrade so i would enjoy the cool but not get cold. then i studied rabbi books until she returned from her job.
tara buzd the door open and sighed in English "he left the lyt on when he left". i reassured her "i am here."
she entered and said "you had some rest now my turn."
they acted like lovers again and after emptying tubes at 9:10 the system was much more apt for pleasure. in fact she reached climax and was satisfied before any male orgasm.
then the wave of guilt "that was SO worth it" she moaned in english.
then continued, "you probly think i am a dirty whore" i wagged my head no.
she pulled herself up to my knees and her green dress continued to cover us
"if we limit ourselves to each other we can be in the category pilegesh. as long as you dont expect money."
she scofd "money? you are a student i know you dont have money. these meetings are for my urges and i dumped the last lover. you are far better in personality and in pleasure.
i hoped she was not lying and that she would invite me to return.
i confesd the truth "i enjoyed too."
good so come in a few days Sunday at 9. i wont substitute and i can explain what i expect.
now prepare yorself for bella she will be here soon and we dont have time to talk.
i did not know how to prepare so i simply washed my face.
checked my shirt, which i had not removed was tucked neat around and went to the sofa.
two plates of beef stew sat on the long table. we ate silently as the time neared 12 and when tara finished her portion she ran the plate to the kitchen and left.
i ate my beef stew slowly. finally at exactly 1205 a girl not named bella entered her home.
she wore a pink and white backpack. she walked pass me at the table and i said in hebrew "want lunch?" bella started crying and ran to her room.
i guess i scared her so i better be loose. i ate the rest of my stew slowly. i cleaned the plate and filled a glass of milk. then i walked to bella's door and said "i brought you milk".
"enter" she called.
so i entered she was lying on her bed wearing stretchy sport pants. a shade of blue. want a drink? i offered and put it on the desk.
"nobody has time for me i am not important for anybody" bella moaned and started sobbing again.
"your parents sent me too show you are important to them" i tried to console her.
"but i want tara." bella explained and concluded "tara does not want to be with me."
i had an idea "you like kids your age so that explains tara wants frends HER age."
"i guess so but i still feel sad."
"you are not alone. choose a game or a book and we can do activities together."
bella was cynical "i can guess the one activity you MEN wanna do."
i expected that and shot back "your parents trust me they know i am not like that."
bella did not believe me and almost wailed "i wish you would leave. just use me and get out already."
"no. i promise i wont touch you. now go choose a game."
"i know the story of rebeka. i was not born yesterday" she scolded. "i dont want any wife yet" i guessed trying to annul her worry.
"why wont you leave already?" bella wailed frustration. i tried explaining "your parents care about you and if you are bored you can tell me about your school and your life and anything."
"why do you have time for me?"
"kuz i am the same as your parents. they go to a job and i come here for my job."
"what if i dont wanna play?"
"talk"
"what if i dont wanna talk?"
"then i will wait outside. meanwhile drink some milk."
sol left the room and sat in the cool air conditioning. sol studied the book of rabbis that the school curriculum had assigned.
he forgot that only yesterday he could not concentrate on studying and raced line after line of rabbi arguments.
finally bella emerged from her room. she carried her empty glass to the kitchen.
i tried again "want lunch?"
"no. i will get fat and nobody will want me same as you dont want me."
so she was setting a trap. whichever way i chose i would lose.
"i am holy that is the real reason i sont notice if you are pretty or not."
bella asked in english "am i sexy?"
"nope you are still too small".
"you think i am gross and ugly."
"no. just still small. when you grow taller find me."
"as if i would drop to a guy like YOU" bella scoffed. ouch.
i changed the topic "which book should we read.--none she retorted.
"bring a game or dice."
bella brought two cubes of dice.
"now please bring paper and pencil."
she did.
now copy this shape." i drew a large # with 9 spots.
"you choose any numbers from 2 to 12 and put them anywhwre in the nine spots."
she put 2,3,4
5,6,7
8,9,10.
i put 7 in the center. and around it 10 down to 2.
she rolled the dice 5,1 she marked x on her center square and i marked my six.
i rolled a dice 5,6 no mark.
she rolled 2,3 and marked x on 5.
i markd x on my 5 too.
i rolled for my turn. 2,5 she marked 7 and shouted "tic tac toad". yes she had a row i had the bottom corner.
"did you let me win?" bella accused? tou chose the numbers mine were different order.
now tell me about your school what do you study.
bella brout her list of subjects and showed me which topics she learned. i asked which teacher was nicest. and we talked about school and teachers and studies.
suddenly b interrupted. "school is boring, what are you reading??"
"if school is boring this is worse. i am reading about arguments."
"i dont care. i wanna know whatever you are studying."
well if that is what you ask for...
i turned to the first page of study text and started reading.
bella protested "no. start from the cover".
i explained every word on the hard cover and showed the title pages only show what is inside so we dont need to read every word of that. then i started teaching her the rabbi book.
again she interrupted "in hebrew you must start at the ryt side of the line".
so i explained the order the different parts were written and who wrote them so that is why i start in the mid column with the oldest text and then read the later explanations printed around the sides.
so we passed the tome as i explained the ancient debates and she found flaw after flaw in the logic... that i had not noticed and i said "you are right. your alternative is better."
we read nany lines and i checked 2 of the commentaries to see if any influential ideas were added and i pointed the difference betweeen the two on a certain detail.
b said she liked that i explained the difference. we studied line qfter line and i explained and expected her to say she was vored of reading debates but we continued until her watch beepd.
ma is almost here. bella announced rrunning to her room. she returned with a book about unicorns and princesses and sat across me at the table.
ma enterd and saw we were both reading.
she handed me the paper money and said "open a bank account i dont want anyone stealing the salary we pay you". she explained the type of "toshav" account and i left.
i would be back to gard bella the next day for food and money and study until one day she would gard me.
to be continued.
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